{"id":22971,"date":"2026-03-11T15:38:51","date_gmt":"2026-03-11T15:38:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/?p=22971"},"modified":"2026-03-11T15:38:52","modified_gmt":"2026-03-11T15:38:52","slug":"komaya-dusm%c9%99zd%c9%99n-%c9%99vv%c9%99l-n%c9%99-bas-verib-q%c9%99nir%c9%99-pasayevanin-bacisi-butun-iddialari-cavablandirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/?p=22971","title":{"rendered":"Komaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l n\u0259 ba\u015f verib? &#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayevan\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn iddialar\u0131 cavabland\u0131rd\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fcnvana \u00e7at\u0131b m\u00fcsahibiml\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131ram. Qap\u0131n\u0131 biz\u0259 K\u0259mal\u0259 Pa\u015fayevan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131r. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 otaqda ilk olaraq Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayevan\u0131n fotosu il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131ram. Bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra m\u0259rhum deputat\u0131n anas\u0131 Tehran Na\u011f\u0131yeva biziml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lir. \u018fslind\u0259 onunla da bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, yaras\u0131n\u0131 qanatmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m&#8230; O \u0259snada K\u0259mal\u0259 xan\u0131mla da s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 nec\u0259 ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131ram.&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Ha\u015fiy\u0259: Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayeva 1975-ci il mart\u0131n 24-d\u0259 Tovuz rayonunun D\u00fcz Q\u0131r\u0131ql\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub.&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/yenisabah.az\/search\/?q=Az%C9%99rbaycan\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Az\u0259rbaycan<\/a>&nbsp;D\u00f6vl\u0259t Tibb Universitetinin Pediatriya fak\u00fclt\u0259sini v\u0259&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/yenisabah.az\/search\/?q=Bak%C4%B1\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Bak\u0131<\/a>&nbsp;D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin Beyn\u0259lxalq H\u00fcquq fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib.&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>1998-ci ild\u0259n 2005-ci il\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ANS televiziya \u015firk\u0259tinin X\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r xidm\u0259tind\u0259 reportyor, m\u00fcxbir, redaktor, apar\u0131c\u0131 redaktor, ba\u015f apar\u0131c\u0131 redaktor, ba\u015f redaktorun m\u00fcavini, X\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r redaksiyas\u0131 ba\u015f redaktorunun m\u00fcavini v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. 2005-ci ild\u0259 Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev Fondunun \u0130ctimaiyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259r departamentinin r\u0259hb\u0259ri olub.&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>2005-2023-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Milli M\u0259clisin deputat\u0131 olub.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>2023-c\u00fc il sentyabr\u0131n 24-d\u0259 komaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k M\u0259rk\u0259zi Klinikaya yerl\u0259\u015fdirilib. H\u0259min ay\u0131n 28-d\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 olundu\u011fu x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n reanimasiya \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sind\u0259 48 ya\u015f\u0131nda v\u0259fat edib. \u0130kinci F\u0259xri Xiyabanda d\u0259fn olunub.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYeni Sabah\u201d m\u0259rhum deputat, ictimai-siyasi&nbsp;xadim, jurnalist Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayevan\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131 K\u0259mal\u0259 Pa\u015fayeva il\u0259 m\u00fcsahib\u0259ni t\u0259qdim edir.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayeva nec\u0259 bac\u0131 idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; El\u0259 insanlar var ki, h\u0259yata bir missiya \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lirl\u0259r. F\u0259rqi yoxdur, bac\u0131d\u0131r, \u00f6vladd\u0131r, qohumdur v\u0259 ya dostdur. Onlar\u0131n \u0259sas missiyas\u0131 ba\u015fqas\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k v\u0259 insanlara qar\u015f\u0131 f\u0259dakarl\u0131q etm\u0259kdir. H\u0259min insanlar h\u0259r zaman ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m da el\u0259 idi. T\u0259k ail\u0259d\u0259 yox, o, h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f, m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli \u00a0v\u0259 f\u0259dakar idi. Onun insani d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ri \u00e7ox y\u00fcks\u0259k <strong>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m \u00e7ox vaxt xarici s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 v\u0259 xeyriyy\u0259 t\u0259dbirl\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015ftirak edirdi. Ail\u0259 olaraq tez-tez bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131la bilirdiniz? G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m g\u0259nc ya\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7al\u0131\u015fqan idi. Az\u0259rbaycan Tibb Universitetind\u0259 t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lakin pe\u015f\u0259sinin arxas\u0131nca getm\u0259di. O, jurnalistika f\u0259aliyy\u0259tin\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259min d\u00f6vr \u00f6lk\u0259miz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r ill\u0259r idi. Torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n 20 faizi erm\u0259ni i\u015f\u011fal\u0131 alt\u0131nda idi, 1 milyona yax\u0131n qa\u00e7q\u0131n v\u0259 m\u0259cbur k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn vard\u0131, yenic\u0259 at\u0259\u015fk\u0259s \u0259ld\u0259 olunmu\u015fdu, Az\u0259rbaycanda yenid\u0259nqurma i\u015fl\u0259ri apar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7ox g\u0259nc ya\u015flar\u0131ndan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015fin\u0259 f\u0259da etdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onu tez-tez g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirdik. Ail\u0259 olaraq bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 art\u0131q al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Ham\u0131m\u0131z anlay\u0131rd\u0131q ki, o, t\u0259k evimizin bir q\u0131z\u0131 deyil, v\u0259t\u0259nimizin layiqli \u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r. Biz onu bu c\u00fcr q\u0259bul etmi\u015fdik. T\u0259bii ki, bir bac\u0131 olaraq xat\u0131rlayanda onunla doyunca vaxt ke\u00e7irm\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nir\u0259m. Biri-birimiz\u0259 sevgimizi v\u0259 d\u0259rdimizi doyunca hiss etdir\u0259 bilm\u0259dik. Dig\u0259r yandan da onun kimi bac\u0131m oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss edir\u0259m. Q\u0259nir\u0259nin g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259r m\u0259niml\u0259 zaman ke\u00e7irm\u0259sind\u0259n daha d\u0259y\u0259rli idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Tibb sah\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259hsil alan Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayeva nec\u0259 oldu ki, jurnalistikaya maraq g\u00f6st\u0259rdi? \u00c7\u00fcnki bunlar \u00e7ox f\u0259rqli sah\u0259l\u0259rdir..<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m u\u015faql\u0131qdan jurnalist olmaq ist\u0259yirdi. H\u0259r zaman \u0259d\u0259biyyata v\u0259 oxuma\u011fa meyilli idi. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 t\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b q\u0259zetind\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Bu da onun yazarl\u0131q qabiliyy\u0259tinin y\u00fcks\u0259k oldu\u011funu g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Onu h\u0259kimliy\u0259 y\u00f6nl\u0259ndir\u0259n anam idi. Anam\u0131n arzusunu ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tibb t\u0259hsili ald\u0131. Universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul olanda he\u00e7 16 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun universitet ill\u0259ri Birinci&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/yenisabah.az\/search\/?q=Qaraba%C4%9F\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Qaraba\u011f<\/a>&nbsp;m\u00fcharib\u0259si d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ssad\u00fcf edirdi. O da h\u0259min d\u00f6vrd\u0259 \u201cANS\u201dd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 d\u0259 arzular\u0131na \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f oldu. Universitetd\u0259n d\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 diplomu anama h\u0259diyy\u0259 etdi v\u0259 \u00f6z ist\u0259yinin arxas\u0131nca getdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, jurnalistika sah\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r u\u011furlu oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s anan\u0131z onun bu se\u00e7imini nec\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Anam da bu reall\u0131qla raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0259bul etdi ki, Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m \u00f6z arzusunu ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n anam pe\u015fiman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da dil\u0259 g\u0259tirir. Deyir ki, Tibb Universitetin\u0259 q\u0259bul olmaq da, oxumaq da \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi. Bils\u0259ydim ki, jurnalistikaya bu q\u0259d\u0259r mara\u011f\u0131 var, ona bel\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t verm\u0259zdim. Amma m\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n Tibb Universitetind\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259hsil onun f\u0259aliyy\u0259tin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck rol oynad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259li, biz d\u0259 Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayevan\u0131n bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t h\u0259kim qismind\u0259 Somalid\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259si v\u0259 yerli sakinl\u0259r\u0259 yard\u0131m etm\u0259si haqq\u0131nda m\u0259lumatlarla tan\u0131\u015f\u0131q&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259li. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m \u018ffqan\u0131standa v\u0259 \u0130raqda da olub. \u0130llik m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 Somaliy\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Oraya ged\u0259nd\u0259 art\u0131q deputat idi v\u0259 Somaliy\u0259 h\u0259kim qismind\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Orada u\u015faqlar infeksion x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Onlar\u0131 m\u00fcalic\u0259 edirdi. Bir ay orada qald\u0131. Sonra geri qay\u0131td\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Qay\u0131dandan sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259ri haqq\u0131nda n\u0259l\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131? Hans\u0131 hisl\u0259r ke\u00e7irirdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u00c7ox \u015feyl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131ma h\u0259r zaman deyirdim ki, s\u0259n bundan \u00f6nc\u0259ki h\u0259yat\u0131nda d\u0259rvi\u015f olmusan. Orada ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcb deyirdi ki, biz mill\u0259t olaraq \u015f\u00fckr etm\u0259yi bacarm\u0131r\u0131q. U\u015faqlar\u0131n nec\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rini, acl\u0131qla m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apard\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131, susuzluq v\u0259 h\u0259yatla ba\u011fl\u0131 sava\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00e7ox k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nmi\u015fdi, bunlar\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fanda da eyni hisl\u0259ri ke\u00e7irirdi. Bel\u0259 bir m\u00fchitd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bizi \u00e7ox \u015fansl\u0131 hesab edirdi. O, \u015f\u00fckr etm\u0259yi bacaran insan idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s getdiyi s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rin v\u0259 i\u015ftirak etdiyi xeyriyy\u0259 t\u0259dbirl\u0259rinin x\u0259rcl\u0259rini nec\u0259 h\u0259ll edirdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; T\u0259bii ki, \u0259sas d\u0259st\u0259yi d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259n al\u0131rd\u0131. Mill\u0259t v\u0259kili kimi i\u015fl\u0259diyi d\u00f6vrd\u0259 d\u0259 insanl\u0131q onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00f6nd\u0259 idi. He\u00e7 vaxt status ist\u0259yi olmay\u0131b. \u018fsas d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si d\u0259 o idi ki, m\u0259n insanam v\u0259 insanlara k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259liy\u0259m. T\u0259bii ki, \u00f6z imkanlar\u0131 daxilind\u0259 v\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tin d\u0259st\u0259yi il\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 edirdi. Eyni zamanda Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u00e7ox xeyirxax v\u0259 imkanl\u0131 insanlar\u0131 da var. Bir \u00e7ox layih\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 onlar\u0131 da d\u0259v\u0259t edirdi. H\u0259min insanlar da ona d\u0259st\u0259k verirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Sizl\u0259ri d\u0259 qo\u015furdumu bu xeyriyy\u0259 t\u0259dbirl\u0259rin\u0259, yoxsa ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc edirdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qo\u015furdu. Qohumlardan kimin \u0259li n\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131sa, o sah\u0259d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n deyirdim ki, bir g\u00fcn ham\u0131 s\u0259ni \u201cblok\u201da atacaq. Ba\u015fda da m\u0259n. G\u00fcn\u00fc bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n z\u0259ng g\u0259lir ki, sizi filan universitetd\u0259n narahat edirik. B\u0259zi t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin \u00f6d\u0259ni\u015fini ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Deyir\u0259m ki, \u00f6z\u00fc gedib, lakin izl\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 buradad\u0131r. T\u0259\u015fkil etdiyi s\u0259rgil\u0259r\u0259 bel\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259v\u0259t edirdi. H\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Bir bac\u0131 olaraq Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayevan\u0131n \u0259n yax\u0131n\u0131nda olan insanlardan biri idiniz. Onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda qalan \u0259n xo\u015f v\u0259 \u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rli xatir\u0259niz hans\u0131d\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; K\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndir\u0259n \u0259n \u0259sas \u015fey odur ki, Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015famad\u0131. H\u0259r zaman ail\u0259si, bac\u0131s\u0131, qarda\u015f\u0131, dostlar\u0131, yolda\u015flar\u0131 h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00f6nd\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 vaxt ay\u0131rmazd\u0131. Oxuma\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi. He\u00e7 vaxt onu u\u015faqlarla oynayan, toya ged\u0259n, g\u0259zintiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan, istirah\u0259t ed\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259zdiniz. B\u00fct\u00fcn bo\u015f vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131 kitablara h\u0259sr edirdi. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 doyunca ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Xo\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259r is\u0259 ondan ibar\u0259tdir ki, bizim valideynl\u0259rimiz m\u00fc\u0259llimdir, ziyal\u0131 ail\u0259nin \u00f6vladlar\u0131y\u0131q. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara baxmayaraq m\u0259nim m\u00fc\u0259llimim Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m olub. O, t\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 deyil, h\u0259yat f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259si il\u0259 insana \u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259dirdi. Onun v\u0259fat\u0131ndan sonra bel\u0259 m\u0259n ondan \u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259ndim. Bac\u0131 olsaq da f\u0259rqli t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rimiz \u00e7ox idi. Lakin o, v\u0259fat ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anlad\u0131m ki, Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m h\u0259yat\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fru ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o, h\u0259yatda olsayd\u0131, m\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 d\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s ail\u0259 aras\u0131nda, m\u0259clisl\u0259rd\u0259 nec\u0259 insan idi? K\u0259nardan \u00e7ox z\u0259hmli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; He\u00e7 el\u0259 biri deyildi. \u00c7ox deyib-g\u00fcl\u0259n, \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259li bir insan idi. Sad\u0259c\u0259 bu \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 vaxt\u0131 olmurdu. Onun yeri do\u011frudan da bo\u015f qal\u0131b. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 deyirik ki, Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m olsayd\u0131 onu bel\u0259 ed\u0259rdik, bunu el\u0259 ed\u0259rdik. Ondan sonra dem\u0259k olar ki, \u00e7ox az g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck. Xeyird\u0259n, \u015f\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq qald\u0131q. Yoxlu\u011funu \u00e7ox hiss edirik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u018fn \u00e7ox hans\u0131 anlarda deyirsiniz o b\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259ri, ka\u015fkil\u0259ri?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m \u00e7ox ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan insan idi. M\u0259n onun kim\u0259s\u0259 kin tutdu\u011funu g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u018fsas \u015f\u00fcar\u0131 ondan ibar\u0259t idi ki, \u00f6l\u00fcml\u00fc d\u00fcnyad\u0131r, niy\u0259 kin tutaq? Kinin bir y\u00fck oldu\u011funu deyirdi. Xeyirin \u015f\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sini h\u0259r zaman \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan oxuyurdum. Lakin b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 ondan sonra anlad\u0131m. \u00d6mr\u00fc ver\u0259n Allahd\u0131r. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l ya\u015famaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f f\u0259rqiniz var idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m m\u0259nd\u0259n 6 ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck idi. Ba\u015fqa 2 qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z da var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Ail\u0259 qurmamas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bi n\u0259 idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Onun g\u0259nclik d\u00f6vr\u00fc m\u00fcharib\u0259 vaxt\u0131na t\u0259sad\u00fcf edirdi. H\u0259m\u00e7inin h\u0259min d\u00f6vrd\u0259 o aktiv jurnalistika f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi. \u0130\u015fini h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn tuturdu. Ail\u0259 qurarsa, i\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu da onun se\u00e7imi idi. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m \u00f6z pe\u015f\u0259si il\u0259 evli idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s valideyinl\u0259riniz onun bu q\u0259rar\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bizim valideynl\u0259rimiz liberald\u0131rlar. Y\u0259ni \u00f6vladlar\u0131na he\u00e7 vaxt hans\u0131sa m\u00f6vzuda t\u0259ziq g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259yibl\u0259r. T\u0259bii ki, h\u0259r valideyn \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yir. B\u0259z\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131landa deyirdil\u0259r ki, evl\u0259n. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt m\u0259cbur etm\u0259yibl\u0259r. Q\u0259rarlar\u0131na h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; M\u0259n\u0259vi q\u0131z\u0131 haqq\u0131nda bir az dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259rsinizmi? Nec\u0259 olmu\u015fdu ki, bel\u0259 bir q\u0259rar vermi\u015fdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox soru\u015furlar. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m evind\u0259 saxlasa da, saxlamasa da q\u0131z u\u015faqlar\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox h\u0259ssas idi. Onlar\u0131n oxuyub h\u0259yatda bir yer tutmalar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Atas\u0131z-anas\u0131z v\u0259 ya maddi imkanlar\u0131 z\u0259if olan ail\u0259l\u0259rin \u00f6vladlar\u0131na d\u0259st\u0259k olurdu. Evind\u0259 saxlamasa bel\u0259 bir \u0259li \u00fcstl\u0259rind\u0259 idi. Onlardan yaln\u0131z birini yan\u0131nda saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. O q\u0131z da oxudu, universiteti bitirdi. Art\u0131q ail\u0259 d\u0259 qurub, \u00f6vlad\u0131 da var. K\u0259narda olan u\u015faqlara da haz\u0131rda d\u0259st\u0259k oluruq. H\u0259r zaman da yanlar\u0131nday\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; H\u0259min xan\u0131mla h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259riniz varm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259li, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck, \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259rimiz var. Ail\u0259 olaraq \u0259ll\u0259ri \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atana q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nday\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s h\u0259min q\u0131z\u0131n ail\u0259si var idimi ? Ya u\u015faq evind\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ail\u0259si var idi. Sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq maddi v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 deyildi. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m da ona bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. \u0130ndi biz d\u0259 yanlar\u0131nday\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u015e\u0259xsi \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 harada saxlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u00d6z evind\u0259dir b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131. B\u0259zil\u0259rini Milli Az\u0259rbaycan Tarixi Muzeyin\u0259 verdik. Medallar\u0131 v\u0259 diplomlar\u0131n\u0131 bizd\u0259n ist\u0259dil\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 onlar\u0131 muzey\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u0130ndi h\u0259min evd\u0259 kim qal\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Anam b\u0259z\u0259n gedib qal\u0131r. Qohumlar\u0131m\u0131z gedir. M\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycana g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 gedib qal\u0131ram. Yayda qarda\u015flar\u0131m \u00f6z ail\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 gedir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Bu evd\u0259 hans\u0131sa \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 varm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Burada x\u00fcsusi \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 yoxdur. 1-2 foto v\u0259 kitablar var. Anam onunla qal\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n v\u0259fat\u0131ndan sonra onu buraya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Bir az son g\u00fcnl\u0259ri haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259rsinizmi? N\u0259s\u0259 hiss edirdimi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, \u00e7ox t\u0259l\u0259sk\u0259n insan idi. T\u0259bii ki, insan h\u0259r zaman \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qorxur. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r des\u0259k d\u0259 ki, ham\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yik. Lakin bunu hiss etm\u0259k h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn asan olmur. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m is\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7ox normal qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259r zaman t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. Dem\u0259k olar ki, yatm\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 h\u0259kim\u0259 gedirdi, n\u0259 t\u0259til\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r zaman qa\u00e7haqa\u00e7da idi. Evd\u0259 olanda bel\u0259 bo\u015f dayanm\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259 h\u0259r zaman g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131. Deyirdi ki, h\u0259r insan bu d\u00fcnyaya bir missiya \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lir. He\u00e7 vaxt a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259zdi bel\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Son yay t\u0259tilind\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. \u201cAdd\u0131m-Add\u0131m T\u00fcrkiy\u0259\u201d filminin \u00e7\u0259kili\u015fl\u0259rini edirdi. T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 olsam da, bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 onu 2 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bildim. Orada b\u0259zi b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7ox isti, b\u0259zil\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259min d\u00f6vrd\u0259 terror t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259si vard\u0131. Lakin b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara baxmayaraq o filmi \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 televiziyada n\u00fcmayi\u015f olunur. \u00c7ox yor\u011fun idi. B\u0259zi vilay\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sentyabr\u0131n 8-d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vurub dedi ki, m\u0259n gedir\u0259m. Asiya Parlament Assambleyas\u0131n\u0131n iclas\u0131 var idi. Dedi ki, orada i\u015ftirak edib geri qay\u0131daca\u011fam. Ege b\u00f6lg\u0259sini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi. Sentyabr\u0131n 28-d\u0259 komaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, x\u0259st\u0259xanaya yerl\u0259\u015fdirildi. Lakin he\u00e7 birimiz bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdik. \u00c7\u00fcnki o, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yor\u011fun da olsa, x\u0259st\u0259 d\u0259 olsa, h\u0259r zaman ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Filmi haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z. \u00c7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi b\u0259zi kadrlar qal\u0131b. Bundan ba\u015fqa h\u0259yata ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi hans\u0131 arzusu qald\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m maraql\u0131 fikirl\u0259r v\u0259 layih\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dolu idi. H\u0259r zaman yaza bilm\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n gileyl\u0259nirdi. \u018fmin\u0259m ki, yazmaq ist\u0259diyi \u00e7ox kitablar var idi. He\u00e7 vaxt yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmaz. \u0130\u015fl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 Amerikada idim. Bizim diplomatlardan biri h\u0259min d\u00f6vrd\u0259 orada i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. M\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m s\u0131x qrafikl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir, \u00e7ox m\u0259\u015f\u011ful insand\u0131r, bu \u015feir v\u0259 kitablar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc yaz\u0131r? M\u0259n onda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, insan\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyl\u0259ri eyni hisl\u0259rl\u0259 nec\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131 yaza bil\u0259r? M\u0259n ona dedim ki, Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m yatm\u0131r. H\u0259r zaman deyir ki, o d\u00fcnyada yataca\u011f\u0131q. Ham\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259nqid edirdi ki, yat\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z dey\u0259, he\u00e7 n\u0259yi bacarm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. H\u0259min adam m\u0259n\u0259 inanmad\u0131. Aradan 3-4 il ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra o adam m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, K\u0259mal\u0259, m\u0259n onda s\u0259n\u0259 inanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bir g\u00fcn Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131mla San-Fransiskoya u\u00e7urdum. T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259n oraya 13 saatl\u0131q yolda m\u0259n n\u0259 vaxt g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7d\u0131m, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, o n\u0259s\u0259 yaz\u0131r. Onda bildim ki, s\u0259n d\u00fcz deyirdin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerd\u0259 bir d\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m ki, gec\u0259 saat 2-d\u0259 dayanmadan mesaj g\u0259lir. Qorxurdum ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n kim\u0259 n\u0259 oldu? Bax\u0131rd\u0131m ki, yaz\u0131lar g\u00f6nd\u0259rib. Arxas\u0131nca da z\u0259ng vururdu. Deyirdim ki, gec\u0259 saat 2-dir. Bu vaxt m\u0259n yat\u0131ram. O da m\u0259n\u0259 deyirdi ki, el\u0259 yat\u0131rsan dey\u0259, he\u00e7 n\u0259yi bacarm\u0131rsan. Onun \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 bir enerjisi var idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Komaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sinin \u0259sas s\u0259b\u0259bi n\u0259 idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Sosial mediada, saytlarda onun haqq\u0131nda f\u0259rqli fikirl\u0259r yay\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130nsanlar h\u0259kiml\u0259rin dediyi r\u0259smi a\u00e7\u0131qlamaya he\u00e7 fikir d\u0259 verm\u0259dil\u0259r. Onun s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 ar\u0131qlamas\u0131, x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng x\u0259st\u0259si olmas\u0131 v\u0259 s. fikirl\u0259r yay\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s h\u0259qiq\u0259t nec\u0259 idi? H\u0259tta ar\u0131qlama d\u0259rman\u0131 q\u0259bul etdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn komaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc iddia ed\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 var&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, o ar\u0131qlama d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 q\u0259bul etm\u0259yib. Sad\u0259c\u0259 komaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zd\u0259n 2 il qabaq m\u0259d\u0259ki\u00e7iltm\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131 etdirmi\u015fdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki xeyli k\u00f6k\u0259lmi\u015fdi v\u0259 onun sa\u011flaml\u0131q v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin\u0259 t\u0259sir ed\u0259c\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259kiml\u0259r bel\u0259 q\u0259rar vermi\u015fdi. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 \u015f\u0259k\u0259r kimi x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259m\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259m\u0259liyyat olundu. Lakin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn onunla he\u00e7 bir \u0259laq\u0259si yoxdur. Onkoloji x\u0259st\u0259liyi d\u0259 yox idi. Sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq \u00e7ox yor\u011fun idi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 diqq\u0259t etmirdi. Son 3 g\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 qrip olmu\u015fdu. Anid\u0259n t\u0259ziqi enmi\u015fdi, y\u0259ni b\u0259d\u0259n \u201cHipotonik v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u201d\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bunun n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 ba\u015f verib. H\u0259r k\u0259sin bir \u00f6l\u00fcm s\u0259b\u0259bi v\u0259 hekay\u0259si var. Onunki d\u0259 bel\u0259 oldu. Allah\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 taledir. N\u0259 bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 tez, n\u0259 bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 gec&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s onun \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini nec\u0259 ald\u0131n\u0131z? \u0130lk olaraq kim\u0259 m\u0259lumat verildi? Anan\u0131za bu x\u0259b\u0259ri nec\u0259 verdiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; H\u0259min vaxt ham\u0131m\u0131z x\u0259st\u0259xanada idik. Be\u015f g\u00fcn komada qald\u0131. H\u0259min m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259rimiz, qohumlar\u0131m\u0131z, onun se\u00e7icil\u0259ri, jurnalistl\u0259r, dostlar\u0131, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, ham\u0131 orada idi. H\u0259kiml\u0259r ilk x\u0259b\u0259ri d\u0259 biz\u0259 verdil\u0259r. Mediada orada oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259b\u0259r an\u0131nda yay\u0131ld\u0131. H\u0259tta g\u0259lib ged\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox idi ki, x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; H\u0259min 5 g\u00fcn\u00fc nec\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m h\u0259r zaman \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fc olub. H\u0259min d\u00f6vrd\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 idim v\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259ri alan kimi Bak\u0131ya g\u0259ldim. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, o, n\u0259l\u0259rin \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259lib, bu \u00e7\u0259tinliyin d\u0259 \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. X\u0259st\u0259xanada yatma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 ona yara\u015fd\u0131ra bilmirdim. He\u00e7 birimiz inana bilmirdik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayeva \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn orqanlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131qlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lakin sonra mediada m\u0259lumatlar yay\u0131ld\u0131 ki, orqanlar\u0131 yaras\u0131z oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu arzusunu realla\u015fd\u0131ra bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m 20 il bundan qabaq b\u00fct\u00fcn orqanlar\u0131n\u0131 r\u0259smi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 elan etmi\u015fdi. H\u0259tta bunu bir kampaniya olaraq h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irirdi. H\u0259min d\u00f6vrd\u0259 bizim b\u00fct\u00fcn ail\u0259miz d\u0259 r\u0259smi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259, notarial qaydada bunu etdik. Allah qorusun m\u0259n d\u0259 bu g\u00fcn \u00f6ls\u0259m, orqanlar\u0131m yararl\u0131 olarsa, istifad\u0259 olunacaq. \u00c7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf edir\u0259m ki, biz onun bu arzusunu realla\u015fd\u0131ra bilm\u0259dik. Komada qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn orqanlar\u0131 f\u0259aliyy\u0259tini itirmi\u015fdi. Sonda h\u0259tta h\u0259kiml\u0259r ona orqan yetm\u0259zliyi diaqnozu da qoydular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u00d6z\u00fc t\u0259\u015fviq etmi\u015fdi sizl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 bunu? Ya \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz ist\u0259mi\u015fdiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m t\u0259\u015fviq etmi\u015fdi. \u0130lk vaxtlar bunu m\u0259cburiyy\u0259t kimi qar\u015f\u0131lam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u0130ndi deyir\u0259m ki, yax\u015f\u0131 ki, etmi\u015f\u0259m. Torpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, bir insana h\u0259yat verm\u0259k daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259nc\u0259, bunu h\u0259r k\u0259s etm\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fcnvana \u00e7at\u0131b m\u00fcsahibiml\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131ram. Qap\u0131n\u0131 biz\u0259 K\u0259mal\u0259 Pa\u015fayevan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131r. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 otaqda ilk olaraq Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayevan\u0131n fotosu il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131ram. Bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra m\u0259rhum deputat\u0131n anas\u0131 Tehran Na\u011f\u0131yeva biziml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lir. \u018fslind\u0259 onunla da bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, yaras\u0131n\u0131 qanatmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m&#8230; O \u0259snada K\u0259mal\u0259 xan\u0131mla da s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 nec\u0259 ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22972,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22971","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-idman"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22971","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22971"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22971\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22973,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22971\/revisions\/22973"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22972"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22971"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22971"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22971"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}