{"id":20290,"date":"2025-09-20T15:04:59","date_gmt":"2025-09-20T15:04:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/?p=20290"},"modified":"2025-09-20T15:05:00","modified_gmt":"2025-09-20T15:05:00","slug":"varli-%C9%99rini-aldadib-yarasiqli-oglanla-yazisan-k%C9%99nd-qizinin-sok-emeli","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/?p=20290","title":{"rendered":"Varl\u0131 \u0259rini aldad\u0131b yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011flanla yaz\u0131\u015fan k\u0259nd q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u015eOK \u018fM\u018fL\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>Kulis.az F\u0259rid\u0259nin \u201c\u015e\u0259h\u0259r o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qald\u0131 gec\u0259nin\u201d adl\u0131 yeni hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir.<\/strong><ins><\/ins><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>H\u0259r qad\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 bir sirr apar\u0131r m\u0259zara\u2026 M\u00fctl\u0259q!<\/em><ins><\/ins><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Son g\u00fcnl\u0259r yamanca dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 Fir\u0259ngiz. B\u00fct\u00fcn yay uzunu yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k t\u00f6k\u00fcb, yun yuyub, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b, xal\u00e7a-palaz t\u0259mizl\u0259mi\u015f, qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 silmi\u015f, m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259 bi\u015firib banka ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, evdar qad\u0131nl\u0131q missiyas\u0131n\u0131 u\u011furla yerin\u0259 yetirmi\u015fdi. M\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fcn el\u0259 yeri idi ki, n\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k imkan verirdi d\u0259niz\u0259 ged\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 evd\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olub ba\u015f qatma\u011fa bir i\u015f qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u00f6vs\u00fcml\u00fck mey\u0259-t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259z d\u0259 sovulmu\u015fdu, qal\u0131rd\u0131 pay\u0131z\u0131 \u2013 heyvan\u0131n, pay\u0131zl\u0131q lobya, xiyar\u0131n yeti\u015fm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k. T\u0259rslikd\u0259n \u0130stanbulda ya\u015fayan bald\u0131z\u0131 da xeyli vaxtd\u0131 ki, yay\u0131 ke\u00e7irtm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn rayona atas\u0131 evin\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ancaq qoyun-quzu, b\u00f6r-b\u00f6c\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli payla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n on s\u0259kkiz ilini k\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f bir insan kimi bunlar Fir\u0259ngiz\u0259 he\u00e7 maraql\u0131 g\u0259lmirdi. \u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri bald\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u0130stanbuldan payla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b-uzaqla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b h\u0259r pikselini z\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259 inc\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc gah bo\u011faz k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259, gah da kedil\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259 pi\u015fik yeml\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n x\u0259yal etm\u0259k idi. \u0130stanbulu sevirdi. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn uzaq \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri sevirdi. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt i\u00e7ind\u0259n oralara getm\u0259k arzusu boylanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 Fir\u0259ngizin. El\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131b x\u0259yallar qururdu sad\u0259c\u0259. Daim h\u0259yatdan \u015fikay\u0259t ed\u0259n bald\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 q\u0131nay\u0131r, f\u00fcrs\u0259t tapan kimi \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259 iyn\u0259li \u015f\u0259rhl\u0259r yazma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, h\u0259yat do\u011frudan da \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 yerdir, Bil\u0259c\u0259rid\u0259 eyvanda oturub, kartof soya-soya d\u0259nizl\u0259rin, okeanlar\u0131n, s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259rin o tay\u0131ndak\u0131 bald\u0131z\u0131na asanl\u0131qla s\u00f6z ata bilirs\u0259ns\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00e7\u0259tinliyind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq sad\u0259c\u0259 nadanl\u0131qd\u0131r.<ins><\/ins><ins><\/ins><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir-iki g\u00fcn g\u00fcnd\u0259lik i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n qalan asud\u0259 zaman\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 t\u00fcrk seriallar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krar izl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi. Amma tezlikl\u0259 bu ona s\u0131x\u0131c\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Tan\u0131\u015f \u00fczl\u0259r, tan\u0131\u015f hadis\u0259 v\u0259 hekay\u0259l\u0259r onu yorurdu. Yekn\u0259s\u0259k k\u0259nd h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131, uzaqlarda qalan insanlar\u0131, xatir\u0259l\u0259ri yad\u0131na sal\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cA\u015fk-\u0131 m\u0259mnu\u201d-nun sonuncu seriyas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krar izl\u0259m\u0259k is\u0259 ona lap pis t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi. Biht\u0259rin sevgisi, sevgilisi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z can\u0131na q\u0259sdi, B\u0259hlulun qorxaql\u0131\u011f\u0131, q\u0259biristan s\u0259hn\u0259si onu sars\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131 h\u0259r izl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259. Bir qad\u0131n\u0131n bu c\u00fcr sevmi\u015f olmas\u0131, bir ki\u015finin bu q\u0259d\u0259r qorxaql\u0131\u011f\u0131 onu hidd\u0259tl\u0259ndirirdi. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t seriala baxmama\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rara alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Son g\u00fcnl\u0259r sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 tez-tez rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan bir kitab onda maraq oyatm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 bu kitab\u0131 tap\u0131b oxumaq fikrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda yay\u0131n g\u00fcnortas\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131na baxmayaraq hava boz idi. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n z\u0259hrimar dam\u0131rd\u0131 yen\u0259. T\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n insanlar, \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131nlar, h\u00fcnd\u00fcr binalar, t\u0259k-t\u00fck a\u011faclar\u0131yla bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri idi. Dayanacaqda avtobus g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n fikirli, \u0259s\u0259bi simal\u0131 insanlara bax\u0131b Bak\u0131ya ilk g\u0259ldiyi g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131. O, bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 add\u0131m atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n Bak\u0131n\u0131 sevmi\u015fdi. S\u0259s-k\u00fcy, ma\u015f\u0131n siqnallar\u0131, k\u00fcl\u0259k, d\u0259niz v\u0259 zibil qoxusu il\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r ona \u00e7ox cazib\u0259li g\u0259lirdi. D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259ki eyvan\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n boylanmaq, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n insanlara baxmaq, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin izdiham\u0131na qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b milyonlardan birin\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259k onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259v\u0259zedilm\u0259z idi. K\u0259ndin pal\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131 yollar\u0131ndan, qara-qura arvadlar\u0131ndan, t\u00fct\u00fcn v\u0259 qoyun-quzu qoxusu ver\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259rind\u0259n uzaqda, he\u00e7 kimin onu tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015famaq g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. Avtobusda, metroda, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 yan\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u0259n \u0259tir qoxulu insanlar ona sevinc b\u0259x\u015f edirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Geyim d\u00fckanlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131-yuxar\u0131 g\u0259zib, r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng donlara, \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131b beynind\u0259 \u201cbunu hara gey\u0259c\u0259m\u201d \u2013 sual\u0131na cavab tapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131sa \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259r, uzun yar\u0131ql\u0131 donlar d\u0259bd\u0259 idi bu yay. Geyimd\u0259n, d\u0259bd\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daim sad\u0259, birr\u0259ng v\u0259 detals\u0131z geyiml\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verirdi. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 dizl\u0259rini \u00f6rt\u0259n geyiml\u0259r al\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n S\u0259lim yar\u0131zarafat, yar\u0131ciddi \u201cm\u0259n s\u0259nin dizinin k\u00fcnd\u0259l\u0259rini h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m\u201d- dey\u0259nd\u0259 utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olurdu Fir\u0259ngiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Otuz ya\u015flar\u0131nda, evdar xan\u0131m olan Fir\u0259ngiz universiteti bitir\u0259n kimi qon\u015fular\u0131n\u0131n Bak\u0131da ya\u015fayan o\u011flu il\u0259 ni\u015fanlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259, u\u015faq vaxtdan b\u0259ri S\u0259limi sevirdi Fir\u0259ngiz. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00fcnd\u00fcr, enlik\u00fcr\u0259k, qarab\u0259niz olan bu o\u011flana h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259n i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hiss b\u0259sl\u0259mi\u015fdi. S\u0259lim orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin yeddinci sinfind\u0259n sonra Bak\u0131ya t\u0259may\u00fcll\u00fc m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rin birind\u0259 oxuma\u011fa getmi\u015f, balaca Fir\u0259ngizin q\u0259lbin\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 ilk sevgisinin, ilk ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n toxumlar\u0131 s\u0259pilmi\u015fdi. Bayramdan-bayrama, t\u0259tild\u0259n-t\u0259til\u0259 S\u0259lim k\u0259nd\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131qca Fir\u0259ngiz i\u00e7ind\u0259 minbir h\u0259y\u0259can, sevincl\u0259 yollara boylan\u0131r, h\u0259y\u0259t-bacaya s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r, tez-tez S\u0259limin ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131s\u0131 Lal\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k b\u0259han\u0259si il\u0259 onlar\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 cumurdu. S\u0259lim is\u0259 sanki bunu hiss edirmi\u015f kimi q\u0131z\u0131 h\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 mehriban t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir v\u0259 sol g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131rp\u0131rd\u0131. Fir\u0259ngiz utansa da bu, onun xo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi. Lal\u0259 d\u0259 Fir\u0259ngizin sevgisind\u0259n hali idi v\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u201cs\u0259ninki g\u0259lib\u201d, \u201cs\u0259ninki getdi\u201d kimi atmacalarla onu utand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bel\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131-tutdu yaylar\u0131n\u0131n birind\u0259 Fir\u0259ngiz yen\u0259 gizli sevgilisini g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fcmidi il\u0259 qon\u015fu h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 adlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qa\u015f qaralan vaxt idi. Uzaqdan \u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131dan mal-qaran\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lir, itl\u0259r h\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, u\u015faq \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131 qad\u0131n hay-k\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. K\u0259ndin \u0259n qaynar saat\u0131 m\u0259hz bu vaxtlar olurdu. H\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z d\u0259rdin\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fk\u0259n Fir\u0259ngiz f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 edib qon\u015fuya sevgilisini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Bir-iki a\u011f\u0131z \u201cLal\u0259\u201d-dey\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259sin\u0259 hay ver\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259, Lal\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 s\u0259sini S\u0259lim\u0259 e\u015fitdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zucu p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, evd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim yox idi. Q\u0259fild\u0259n kims\u0259 arxadan Fir\u0259ngizi qucub, h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 qalaqlanm\u0131\u015f t\u0259n\u0259k \u00e7\u00f6pl\u0259rinin arxas\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bu o q\u0259d\u0259r ani ba\u015f verdi ki, n\u0259 oldu\u011funu anlamayan Fir\u0259ngiz q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa macal tapmad\u0131. \u00c7evrilib baxanda g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131. Onu qucan S\u0259lim idi. Q\u0131z h\u0259y\u0259candan, qorxudan dilini udmu\u015fdu sanki. \u0130ri g\u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259r\u0259ldib t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 o\u011flana baxd\u0131. S\u0259lim burnunu q\u0131z\u0131n burnuna dayay\u0131b, d\u00fcz g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxaraq \u201cqorxma, alacam s\u0259ni m\u0259n\u201c \u2013 dedi v\u0259 burnuna balaca bir \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f qondurdu. Fir\u0259ngiz t\u0259l\u0259sik dart\u0131n\u0131b ondan ayr\u0131ld\u0131, \u0259liyl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 da\u011f\u0131lan tell\u0259rini yana el\u0259yib h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131na do\u011fru qa\u00e7d\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu hadis\u0259 onlar\u0131n gizli \u0259hd-peyman\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Lal\u0259 n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daim onu bezdirir, suallar verirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz onlarda bit\u0259n Fir\u0259ngizin aya\u011f\u0131 q\u0259fild\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 o yay, n\u0259 d\u0259 ondan sonrak\u0131 yaylarda S\u0259lim k\u0259ndd\u0259 olan vaxtlar Fir\u0259ngizi h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259, qap\u0131-bacada g\u00f6r\u0259n olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirib universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul olandan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn sonra S\u0259limin anas\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda bir d\u0259st\u0259 qad\u0131nla Fir\u0259ngizgil\u0259 g\u0259lib, q\u0131z\u0131n \u201ch\u0259\u201d-sini al\u0131b, barma\u011f\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fck ke\u00e7irdi. Bel\u0259c\u0259, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik h\u0259yat\u0131na add\u0131m atmazdan \u0259vv\u0259l Fir\u0259ngiz S\u0259liml\u0259 ni\u015fanland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259lim Bak\u0131da i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Hans\u0131sa \u00f6z\u0259l \u015firk\u0259tl\u0259rin birind\u0259 ingilis dili t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7isi idi. Fir\u0259ngiz universiteti bitir\u0259n kimi toy edib Bak\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r v\u0259 onun bu b\u00f6y\u00fck, s\u0259s-k\u00fcyl\u00fc \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Paltar d\u00fckan\u0131ndan \u0259libo\u015f ayr\u0131l\u0131b, \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz s\u0259kini ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k add\u0131mlad\u0131. Kitab ma\u011fazas\u0131 hardasa buralarda olmal\u0131 idi. Yolun k\u0259nar\u0131nda zibil qutusunun yan\u0131nda balaca bir pi\u015fik mavr\u0131s\u0131 c\u0131l\u0131z s\u0259sl\u0259, e\u015fidilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r astadan miyolday\u0131rd\u0131. Ehtiyatla pi\u015fik balas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u00e7antas\u0131ndan balaca bird\u0259f\u0259lik pi\u015fik yem\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n birini \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b pi\u015fiyi yeml\u0259di. Mavr\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259sik, m\u0131r\u0131ldaya-m\u0131r\u0131ldaya yeyirdi. Fir\u0259ngiz m\u0259mnun-m\u0259mnun g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k yoluna davam etdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pi\u015fikl\u0259ri u\u015faql\u0131qdan sevirdi. On iki-on \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015flar\u0131nda n\u0259n\u0259si il\u0259 me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcrtk\u0259n y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa ged\u0259nd\u0259 kollar\u0131n ortas\u0131nda a\u011flay\u0131rm\u0131\u015fcas\u0131na miyoldayan bir pi\u015fik balas\u0131 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. N\u0259n\u0259si mavr\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sind\u0259 \u2013 donun yaxas\u0131 il\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin aras\u0131nda gizl\u0259dib, b\u00fct\u00fcn me\u015f\u0259ni doland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ev\u0259 qay\u0131dan kimi ke\u00e7i s\u00fcd\u00fc, toyuq budu \u2013 \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni o balaca, c\u0131l\u0131z, s\u0131sqa pi\u015fik balas\u0131na yedirtmi\u015fdi Fir\u0259ngiz. Bir-iki h\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 pi\u015fik yumrulan\u0131b g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fmi\u015f, Fir\u0259ngizin sevimli oyunca\u011f\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi. Pi\u015fik balas\u0131 d\u00fcma\u011f idi, quyru\u011funun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 is\u0259 yumru qara xal vard\u0131. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201cxall\u0131\u201d qoymu\u015fdular. Bir-iki aydan sonra bir gec\u0259 itl\u0259r bu xall\u0131 pi\u015fiyi bo\u011fub, quyru\u011funu da qopartm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn ax\u015fama q\u0259d\u0259r zar\u0131yan pi\u015fik balas\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu hadis\u0259 Fir\u0259ngiz\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r pis t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi ki, o vaxtdan sonra uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t pi\u015fikl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq g\u0259zmi\u015f, sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn pi\u015fikl\u0259rd\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130tl\u0259r\u0259 is\u0259 x\u00fcsusi nifr\u0259t edirdi. Amma ill\u0259r sonra Bak\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r kimi sevmi\u015fdi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 dolanan azad\u0259, s\u0259rg\u0259rdan pi\u015fikl\u0259ri d\u0259. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7antas\u0131nda pay g\u0259zdirirdi onlara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kitab d\u00fckan\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 burnuna g\u00f6z\u0259l rayih\u0259 doldu. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub qoxunu i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Son d\u0259f\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, universitetin kitabxanas\u0131nda dadm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bu qoxunu. Dar\u0131sqal r\u0259fl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259r\u0259k \u0259lvan cildli kitablar\u0131 bir-bir g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb bax\u0131r, b\u0259zil\u0259rinin \u00fcz qapa\u011f\u0131na, b\u0259zil\u0259rinin ad\u0131na, b\u0259zil\u0259rinin s\u0259hif\u0259 say\u0131na heyr\u0259tl\u0259nirdi. \u018fn son n\u0259 vaxt b\u0259dii kitab oxudu\u011funu xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cQ\u00fcrur v\u0259 q\u0259r\u0259z\u201d \u2013 \u00fcz qapa\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u015f\u0259kil tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir, dey\u0259s\u0259n bunun filmin\u0259 baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u201cT\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcz ili\u201d \u2013\u201ct\u0259nhal\u0131q deyir, bu s\u0131x\u0131c\u0131 olmal\u0131d\u0131r\u201d. \u201cAkl\u0131ndan bir say\u0131 tut\u201d- \u201caha, bu dey\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 maraql\u0131 \u015fey\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r\u201d- dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k kitab\u0131 sa\u011fa-sola v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Vaxt itkisidir xan\u0131m, ondansa al\u0131n bunu oxuyun, \u2013 s\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7evrildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanan balacaboy, dolu b\u0259d\u0259nli, topasaqqal ki\u015fi \u0259lind\u0259ki a\u011f-qara-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7alarl\u0131 kitab\u0131 ona uzatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 \u201cOn bir d\u0259qiq\u0259\u201d \u2013 oxuma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 N\u0259d\u0259n b\u0259hs edir? \u2013 Fir\u0259ngiz qeyri-ixtiyari soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Havada uzana qalm\u0131\u015f \u0259lind\u0259ki kitab\u0131 r\u0259f\u0259 tolazlayan ki\u015fi \u201cseks, orqazm, f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259, qad\u0131nlar, n\u0259d\u0259n ist\u0259s\u0259n\u201c \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k saymazyana \u0259da il\u0259 qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 T\u0259rbiy\u0259siz! \u2013 Fir\u0259ngiz hikk\u0259 il\u0259 onun ard\u0131nca ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. P\u0259rt halda duruxub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fikrini c\u0259ml\u0259yib \u0259lini uzatd\u0131 v\u0259 r\u0259fd\u0259ki kitablardan birini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb kassaya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Dey\u0259s\u0259n, tan\u0131mad\u0131n\u0131z, \u2013 kitab\u0131 paket\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n sat\u0131c\u0131 xan\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Kimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 \u018ffran b\u0259yi. \u018ffran \u00d6zg\u00fcr. M\u00fcasir \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zolunmaz imzalar\u0131ndand\u0131r. On iki roman\u0131 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Tan\u0131m\u0131ram, \u2013 Fir\u0259ngiz paketi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ma\u011fazadan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Hava boz idi h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011facaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDinlerin k\u00f6keni \u2013 totem ve tabu\u201d \u2013 Ziqmund Freud. Paketd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitaba bir xeyli baxd\u0131, kitab\u0131n v\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llifin ad\u0131n\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259krar-t\u0259krar oxusa da bu ona he\u00e7 bir \u015fey dem\u0259di. V\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259yib oxuma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Al\u0131nm\u0131rd\u0131. T\u00fcrk dilind\u0259 olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq dem\u0259k olar ki, oxudu\u011fu he\u00e7 bir ifad\u0259ni, c\u00fcml\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmirdi. \u201c\u0130nsan\u201d, \u201cd\u00fcnya\u201d, \u201cdin\u201d kimi s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 rast g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 sevinirdi. Seriallardak\u0131 t\u00fcrk dilind\u0259n tamam f\u0259rqli, \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin bir dild\u0259 idi bu kitab. \u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, ba\u015fqa t\u00fcrk dili d\u0259 var?\u201d- qeyri-iradi \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sual verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngi \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. S\u0259lim g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. T\u0259l\u0259sik kitab\u0131 m\u0259tb\u0259x dolab\u0131n\u0131n siyirtm\u0259sind\u0259 gizl\u0259dib qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u00f6vb\u0259ti serials\u0131z, bo\u015f-bekar, s\u0131radan yay g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 c\u0259hd etm\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq kitab\u0131 on ikinci s\u0259hif\u0259d\u0259n o yana oxuya bilmirdi. \u00dcst\u0259lik, he\u00e7 oxudu\u011fu s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tin n\u0259d\u0259n getdiyini anlam\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cDey\u0259s\u0259n kitab dind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r amma dindarlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil\u201d \u2013 \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 bel\u0259 bir g\u00fcl\u00fcnc q\u0259na\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. \u00dcst\u0259lik, kitab\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259k d\u0259 bir d\u0259rd olmu\u015fdu. Hara qoysa el\u0259 bilirdi bu saat S\u0259limin \u0259lin\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k. Niy\u0259s\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, S\u0259lim bu kitab\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u0259 onu \u0259l\u0259 salacaq. \u018fslind\u0259, S\u0259lim he\u00e7 vaxt onun x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259 bir s\u00f6z demi\u015f, n\u0259 bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etmi\u015fdi. \u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcstd\u0259 qa\u015f\u0131n var\u201d dey\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ona. \u018flini isti sudan soyuq suya salmam\u0131\u015f, n\u0259 ata evind\u0259, n\u0259 \u0259r evind\u0259 he\u00e7 bir \u00e7\u0259tinlik, qay\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259mi\u015fdi. H\u0259r ist\u0259yi, arzusu ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na s\u0259rilmi\u015fdi. Ard-arda iki k\u00f6rp\u0259sin\u0259 hamil\u0259 ik\u0259n itirdikd\u0259n sonra S\u0259lim ona qar\u015f\u0131 x\u00fcsusi ehtiyatla, sevgiyl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131r, balaca q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz kimi naz\u0131 il\u0259 oynay\u0131r, sevgi dolu n\u0259vazi\u015fl\u0259r\u0259, x\u0131rda \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq edirdi. \u0130kinci u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 itirdikd\u0259n sonra bir daha u\u015faq s\u00f6hb\u0259tini dilin\u0259 dolamayan S\u0259lim Fir\u0259ngiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n do\u011fma, \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 insana \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi bu d\u00fcnyada. Amma Fir\u0259ngiz ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevirdi daha\u2026 H\u0259r baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 romantik t\u00fcrk serial\u0131nda ba\u015f rol ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131na a\u015fiq olan Fir\u0259ngiz, bundan h\u0259m narahat, h\u0259m d\u0259 xo\u015fhal olurdu. X\u0259yal\u0131nda Can Yamanla, Mert Aslan o\u011fluyla sevgili oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc seriallardak\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131n yerind\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259r\u0259k sevir, k\u00fcs\u00fcr, ayr\u0131l\u0131r e\u015fq ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r yeni seriala yeni bir e\u015fq mac\u0259ras\u0131 kimi ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130nternetd\u0259 saatlarla aktyorlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131r, \u201clike\u201d edir, ham\u0131s\u0131na da sevgi mesaj\u0131 yazaraq e\u015fqini elan edirdi. Qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n, ha\u00e7ansa mesajlar\u0131na cavab verilm\u0259sini \u00fcmid etm\u0259d\u0259n, sevirdi onlar\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n buna g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc x\u0259yan\u0259tkar da hiss edirdi. S\u0259limi \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi. Amma \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 bir Fir\u0259ngiz vard\u0131 ki, o Fir\u0259ngiz Can Yamanla sevgili olmaq, Can Yamanla \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k, Can Yamanla yatmaq, Can Yamandan ayr\u0131lmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sino gedirdi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cG\u0259r\u0259k o topasaqqal\u0131n dediyi kitab\u0131 alayd\u0131m\u201d- dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc Fir\u0259ngiz \u2013 \u201cad\u0131 nec\u0259 idi? \u018ffqan h\u0259, \u018ffqan \u00d6zg\u00fcr. Ada bax da\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Feysbukda ad\u0131 axtar\u0131\u015fa verdi. \u018ffran \u00d6zg\u00fcr. Aha, bu bu idi, \u018ffqan yox, \u018ffran. B\u0259li, sat\u0131c\u0131 q\u0131z bel\u0259 demi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Profil \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 topasaqqal ki\u015fi iri a\u011fz\u0131 il\u0259 iri\u015firdi. \u201cNec\u0259 iyr\u0259nc simas\u0131 var \u201d- dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Onun profilind\u0259 xeyli g\u0259zib, statuslar\u0131na, payla\u015f\u0131mlar\u0131na baxd\u0131. \u015eeirl\u0259r, yaz\u0131lar, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r. Statuslardan birinin \u015f\u0259rhl\u0259rind\u0259 \u201cqarda\u015f, yorulmad\u0131n? \u0130mkan ver biz\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 qals\u0131n\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259rh fikrini \u00e7\u0259kdi. Profil\u0259 daxil oldu. \u201cAyaz Durna\u201d .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBunlar\u0131n adlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n niy\u0259 bel\u0259dir\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 Durnan\u0131n profilini saf-\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011flan idi. Uza\u011f\u0131 35 ya\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131. H\u00fcnd\u00fcr o\u011flana ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki topasaqqalla birg\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 topasaqqal Durnan\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00e7ox t\u00f6sm\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Nazik, uzun sif\u0259ti, bir q\u0259d\u0259r uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131 il\u0259 bu o\u011flan t\u00fcrk seriallar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f q\u0259hr\u0259manlara b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Statuslar\u0131 da maraql\u0131 idi, bir az yumoristik, bir az romantik, h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fc\u00fcl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngizin o\u011flandan xo\u015fu g\u0259ldi. Dostluq ist\u0259yi g\u00f6nd\u0259rib h\u0259y\u0259canla g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. T\u0259xmin\u0259n on d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra bildiri\u015f g\u0259ldi. Durna dostluq ist\u0259yini q\u0259bul etmi\u015fdi. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdd\u0259n sonra Fir\u0259ngiz ona mesaj yazma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rara ald\u0131. \u201cSalam\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Salam. \u2013 az sonra cavab mesaj\u0131 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi art\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Salam o salam. O salamdan sonra Fir\u0259ngizin yuxusuz gec\u0259l\u0259ri, fikirli g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259ri ba\u015flad\u0131. Telefon \u0259n sevimli m\u0259\u015f\u011fuliyy\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 qalaqlanm\u0131\u015f yuyulas\u0131 qab-qacaq vecin\u0259 idi, n\u0259 otaqlar\u0131n k\u00fcnc-buca\u011f\u0131nda m\u0259sk\u0259n sal\u0131b, tor qurmu\u015f h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r. M\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259qablar\u0131na dara\u015fan qar\u0131\u015fqalara da m\u0259h\u0259l qoymurdu he\u00e7. Gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz h\u0259y\u0259canla, sevincl\u0259 mesajla\u015fmaqda idi Durna il\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evl\u0259ndikl\u0259ri vaxtdan b\u0259ri ilk d\u0259f\u0259 telefonunu kilid\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu. S\u0259limd\u0259n gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 telefonu. \u018fri evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan kimi t\u0259l\u0259sik telefon \u0259lind\u0259 divana uzan\u0131r, saatlarla yaz\u0131\u015f\u0131r, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, S\u0259lim g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131n is\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik ev-e\u015fiyi s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 sal\u0131r, y\u00fcng\u00fclvari ax\u015fam yem\u0259yi haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Ondak\u0131 bu d\u0259yi\u015fiklik S\u0259limin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yay\u0131nmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259nbir \u201cdey\u0259s\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 sevgili tapm\u0131san\u201d- deyib g\u00f6z vuranda Fir\u0259ngiz h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flay\u0131r, S\u0259lim is\u0259 onu k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b \u201czarafat edir\u0259m, ay q\u0131z, niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bel\u0259 anlarda Fir\u0259ngiz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 nifr\u0259t edir, S\u0259lim\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Amma yeni bir mesaj onun fikrini da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r v\u0259 sirli, gizli d\u00fcnyas\u0131na, x\u0259yan\u0259tkar xisl\u0259tin\u0259 geri qaytar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r Durna il\u0259 kitabdan, filml\u0259rd\u0259n, musiqid\u0259n, d\u00fcnyadan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Getdikc\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r m\u0259cras\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib \u015f\u0259xsi m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r s\u0259viyy\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Durna ona onlarla kitabdan, m\u00fc\u0259llifd\u0259n, ba\u015fqa filml\u0259rd\u0259n, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 musiqil\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ona S\u0259limin he\u00e7 vaxt s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259diyi q\u0259d\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131q-sa\u00e7\u0131q s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 xitab edirdi. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r \u201csevgilim\u201d, \u201cm\u0259l\u0259yim\u201d, \u201ck\u0259p\u0259n\u0259yim\u201d t\u0259rzind\u0259 olan bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r getdikc\u0259 \u201cqanc\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u201d, \u201cfahi\u015f\u0259m\u201d-\u0259 \u00e7evrilirdi. \u0130ndi h\u0259r g\u00fcn yatmazdan \u0259vv\u0259l Fira (Durna ona bu c\u00fcr xitab edirdi) sin\u0259sinin, g\u00f6b\u0259yinin, a\u00e7\u0131q bald\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259klini g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdi sevgilisin\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bunu q\u0259rib\u0259 bir ita\u0259tl\u0259, sor\u011fu-suals\u0131z, utanmadan edirdi. H\u0259tta bu onun \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi. Durna d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi t\u0259klif ets\u0259 d\u0259, Fir\u0259ngiz h\u0259l\u0259 ki buna raz\u0131 olmurdu. Q\u0259rib\u0259si odur ki, bunu o \u00f6z\u00fc b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Durnadan da \u00e7ox arzulay\u0131rd\u0131, sad\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259t tapa bilmirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pay\u0131z g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r sar\u0131-q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 soyunub sell\u0259m\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00e7imir, gec\u0259l\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 b\u0259rq vuran ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu \u0259srar\u0259ngiz \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 daha bir g\u00f6z\u0259llik qat\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, pi\u015fikl\u0259r d\u0259 vecin\u0259 deyildi daha Fir\u0259ngizin. H\u0259tta h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015flama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi seriallara da mara\u011f\u0131 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 daha. S\u0259limin ke\u00e7\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 iri, sapsar\u0131 heyvalar da dolabda g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Fir\u0259ngiz usanmadan, yorulmadan gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz kitab oxuyur, film\u0259 bax\u0131r, sevgilisi il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131ya bilmirdi. C\u0259mi iki-\u00fc\u00e7 ay\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu oxumad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259dii \u0259d\u0259biyyat oxumu\u015fdu. Tarkovskini tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Freydin kim oldu\u011funu bilirdi art\u0131q. Bethovenin simfoniyalar\u0131ndan z\u00f6vq al\u0131rd\u0131. Postmodern \u015feirin n\u0259 oldu\u011fu haqda m\u0259lumat\u0131 vard\u0131. \u201c\u0130kinci yeni\u201d \u0259n sevdiyi \u015feirl\u0259r idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu yaz\u0131\u015fma, dan\u0131\u015fma m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259n sevgilisi israrla onu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Fir\u0259ngiz \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 onu g\u00f6rm\u0259k, ona toxunmaq, onunla yana\u015f\u0131 add\u0131mlamaq arzusu il\u0259 yan\u0131rd\u0131. Amma t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd edirdi. S\u0259lim\u0259 yalan dem\u0259k ona a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lirdi. Amma bunu ed\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259hay\u0259t, bir c\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 vaxt t\u0259yin edib \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi q\u0259rara ald\u0131lar. Fir\u0259ngiz h\u0259y\u0259candan o gec\u0259ni yata bilm\u0259di. Onunla n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini do\u011fru-d\u00fcr\u00fcst anlam\u0131rd\u0131. Yan\u0131nda uzan\u0131b yatan S\u0259lim ax\u0131 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, g\u0259ncliyind\u0259n b\u0259ri daim sevgili olmu\u015fdu, ill\u0259rl\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259 sevgisini, barma\u011f\u0131nda \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, aylarla qarn\u0131nda u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259zdirdiyi bu ki\u015fiy\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131 yox idi ax\u0131. Amma Durna\u2026 o f\u0259rqlidir. O, sevgilidir indi. Arzulanand\u0131r. Sirlidir. Uzaqd\u0131r\u2026 Yax\u0131nd\u0131r\u2026 Yataq sim kimi b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 bat\u0131rd\u0131 sanki Fir\u0259ngizin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259lim i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259n kimi Fir\u0259ngiz t\u0259l\u0259sik haz\u0131rla\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6t\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131sa \u0259t\u0259yi v\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt geym\u0259diyi q\u0259d\u0259r dar k\u00f6yn\u0259yi \u0259ynin\u0259 tax\u0131b b\u0259d\u0259nn\u00fcma aynada \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. G\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259n dar, q\u0131sa paltarlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 yad bir qad\u0131n boylan\u0131rd\u0131 sanki. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 boynunun arxas\u0131nda y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, makyaj el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Saat on ikid\u0259 d\u0259nizk\u0259nar\u0131 bulvarda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Bir saat \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dayanaca\u011f\u0131n arxas\u0131nda zibil qutular\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 pi\u015fikl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 pi\u015fik yem\u0259yi almad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Avtobusda yer vers\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 oturmaq ist\u0259m\u0259di. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 geyindiyi bu dar v\u0259 q\u0131sa paltar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc narahat hiss edirdi. Sanki ham\u0131 ona bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7antas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynind\u0259n endirib \u00e7\u0131lpaq dizl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tutdu. Dikdaban ayaqqab\u0131da yerim\u0259k d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Adamlar\u0131n aras\u0131 il\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259-gizl\u0259n\u0259, xoflana-xoflana, cinay\u0259tkar t\u0259la\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, o sevimli \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 qorxa-qorxa, tan\u0131nmaqdan \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259-\u00e7\u0259kin\u0259 yeriyirdi. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r ona qorxulu, t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li, \u00f6gey g\u0259lirdi. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 fikirl\u0259r v\u0259 duy\u011fular bir-birin\u0259 dolanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir yandan geri qay\u0131tmaq, \u0259ynind\u0259ki geyiml\u0259ri c\u0131r\u0131b atmaq, S\u0259limi qucub h\u00f6nk\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, o biri yan\u0131 is\u0259 gizli sevgilinin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 can at\u0131rd\u0131. Can\u0131 il\u0259 bo\u011fu\u015fa-bo\u011fu\u015fa g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yerin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayaz Durna \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n daha yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 idi. Fir\u0259ngizi g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi belind\u0259n qucub havaya qald\u0131rd\u0131. \u018ftrafa, insanlara m\u0259h\u0259l qoymadan Fir\u0259ngizin dodaqlar\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcb \u201cg\u00f6z\u0259lim\u201d- dey\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131na. Fir\u0259ngiz utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Qeyri-iradi S\u0259limin o yay onu qucub, \u00e7\u00f6p tayas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda burnundan \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yana\u015f\u0131 add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ayaz Fir\u0259ngizin \u0259lind\u0259n tutmu\u015fdu. Dayanmadan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Fir\u0259ngiz qorxa-qorxa \u0259trafa bax\u0131r, h\u0259r an kimins\u0259 onlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n ehtiyat edirdi. Ayaz\u0131n is\u0259 d\u00fcnya vecin\u0259 deyildi. Arabir Fir\u0259ngizi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259kir, sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan, yanaqlar\u0131ndan dodaqlar\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Niy\u0259 susursan? Mesajlarda, telefonda dil-dil \u00f6t\u0259n s\u0259n deyildin? Noolub, ay q\u0131z, utan\u0131rsan m\u0259nd\u0259n? N\u0259 yem\u0259li dizl\u0259rin var, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngiz b\u00fct\u00fcn suallara sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Bu n\u0259 geyimdir \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259, m\u0259n s\u0259ni q\u0131sqan\u0131ram. Bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259ndam\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bay\u0131rda qoyma\u011fa qorxmursan s\u0259n? \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 klassik Az\u0259rbaycan qad\u0131nlar\u0131 kimi k\u00f6yn\u0259yin r\u0259ngd\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m s\u00fcrtm\u00fcs\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 M\u0259n onsuz da klassik Az\u0259rbaycan qad\u0131n\u0131yam el\u0259 \u2013 Fir\u0259ngiz n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Xeyr, xeyr, can\u0131m, s\u0259n klassik fahi\u015f\u0259s\u0259n! M\u0259nim fahi\u015f\u0259m! \u018frini aldad\u0131b sevgilisi il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qanc\u0131qsan \u2013 Ayaz g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 \u2013 s\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Eee\u2026b\u0259sdir, k\u0259s s\u0259sini! \u2013 Fir\u0259ngiz dart\u0131n\u0131b ondan araland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Nooldu, x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ydi? Zarafat edir\u0259m, g\u00f6z\u0259lim, \u2013 Ayaz \u0259lini at\u0131b onun sa\u011f d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc yava\u015f\u00e7a s\u0131xd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fir\u0259ngiz q\u0259fild\u0259n \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 onun ba\u015f\u0131na endirib ard\u0131nca da dikdaban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259 yerind\u0259 donub qalan Ayaz onun ard\u0131nca y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Fira, \u0259zizim, sevgilim, dayan, k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259yim, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, m\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 K\u0259s s\u0259sini! \u2013 Fir\u0259ngiz a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, \u2013 haql\u0131san, m\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 fahi\u015f\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 \u018fzizim, sakit ol, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, adamlar biz\u0259 bax\u0131r, \u2013 Ayaz titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bulvar\u0131 yana\u015f\u0131 add\u0131mlad\u0131lar. He\u00e7 biri a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bir k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z dem\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259t etmirdi. Metroya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Fir\u0259ngizin \u00fcz\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259. Ayaz is\u0259 dilxor g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qatarda da bir k\u0259lm\u0259 k\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n yol getdil\u0259r. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 stansiya sonra Ayaz sakitc\u0259 vaqondan enib izdiham\u0131n aras\u0131nda g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi. Fir\u0259ngiz \u00e7antas\u0131 il\u0259 dizl\u0259rini gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn pay\u0131z boyu kitab oxuyub, film\u0259 bax\u0131r, ara\u015fd\u0131rmalar edir, d\u0259bl\u0259, moda il\u0259 maraqlan\u0131r, xarici m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 maraq g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi Fir\u0259ngiz. T\u0259k d\u0259rdi \u00e7\u0259kdiyi qiym\u0259 il\u0259 qaynatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0259l\u0259m yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 d\u0259ng g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259k olan bu qad\u0131n indi italyan m\u0259tb\u0259xi, avropa m\u0259tb\u0259xi, d\u0259niz m\u0259hsullar\u0131 il\u0259 maraqlan\u0131r, c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr \u015firniyyatlar bi\u015firirdi. Bo\u015f vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131 heyvanlar al\u0259mi, tibb, kosmos, insan haqlar\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259li kitablar oxuma\u011fa s\u0259rf edirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra bir daha Durna il\u0259 yaz\u0131\u015f\u0131b, dan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. He\u00e7 profilin\u0259 d\u0259 baxm\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki el\u0259 bir insan\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi h\u0259yat\u0131na davam edirdi. D\u00fcz\u00fc, o g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Durna da ona qar\u015f\u0131 eyni s\u00fckutla susurdu. Daha t\u00fcrk seriallar\u0131 da maraql\u0131 g\u0259lmirdi Fir\u0259ngiz\u0259. Ondak\u0131 bu d\u0259yi\u015fiklik S\u0259lim\u0259 m\u00fcsb\u0259t t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi. Tez-tez arvad\u0131n\u0131 bahal\u0131 restoranlara, kino-teatra, kitab d\u00fckanlar\u0131na apar\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fu\u015funu izl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259niz sahilin\u0259 d\u0259 getmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Dem\u0259k olar h\u0259r h\u0259ft\u0259 \u0259tir, \u015fokolad, brend \u00e7antalar h\u0259diyy\u0259 edirdi \u0259ri Fir\u0259ngiz\u0259. \u00d6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 r\u0259ngar\u0259ng g\u00fcl buketl\u0259ri g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdi ev\u0259. Fir\u0259ngiz is\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yeni bir qad\u0131n yarad\u0131b v\u0259 bu qad\u0131n daha n\u0259 S\u0259limi, n\u0259 Durnan\u0131, n\u0259 Can Yaman\u0131 \u2013 he\u00e7 kimi sevmir. Ya da, bu qad\u0131n daha \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevir\u2026 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan x\u0259b\u0259rsizc\u0259, h\u0259r g\u00fcn daha b\u00f6y\u00fck bir sevgiyl\u0259, qay\u011f\u0131yla ona yana\u015fan \u0259rinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sad\u0259c\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gec\u0259 saat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc ke\u00e7irdi. S\u0259lim \u00e7oxdan yuxulam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fir\u0259ngiz yata\u011f\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc pis hiss edirdi yen\u0259. Yuxusu g\u0259lirdi, amma yata bilmirdi. Yata\u011fa \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 sanki. \u0130ncidirdi onu. Bu gec\u0259nin alt\u0131nda, yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259, bu do\u011fma \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 kims\u0259sizdi, he\u00e7 kim yox idi sanki. N\u0259 S\u0259lim vard\u0131 daha, n\u0259 Ayaz, n\u0259 Can Yaman, n\u0259 B\u0259hlul. He\u00e7 Biht\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259 yox idi. Gec\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di bir qaranl\u0131\u011fa, z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdu sanki. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 yox idi daha. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 gec\u0259nin\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kulis.az F\u0259rid\u0259nin \u201c\u015e\u0259h\u0259r o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qald\u0131 gec\u0259nin\u201d adl\u0131 yeni hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir. H\u0259r qad\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 bir sirr apar\u0131r m\u0259zara\u2026 M\u00fctl\u0259q! Son g\u00fcnl\u0259r yamanca dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 Fir\u0259ngiz. B\u00fct\u00fcn yay uzunu yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k t\u00f6k\u00fcb, yun yuyub, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b, xal\u00e7a-palaz t\u0259mizl\u0259mi\u015f, qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 silmi\u015f, m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259 bi\u015firib banka ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, evdar qad\u0131nl\u0131q missiyas\u0131n\u0131 u\u011furla yerin\u0259 yetirmi\u015fdi. M\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fcn el\u0259 yeri idi ki, n\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k imkan &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":20291,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20290","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-idman"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20290","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20290"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20290\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20293,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20290\/revisions\/20293"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/20291"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20290"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20290"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20290"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}