{"id":19738,"date":"2025-07-07T14:59:20","date_gmt":"2025-07-07T14:59:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/?p=19738"},"modified":"2025-07-07T14:59:21","modified_gmt":"2025-07-07T14:59:21","slug":"oglunu-sellofana-bukdurub-basdirmisdi-ki-ustun%C9%99-yagis-yagmasin-bir-q%C9%99zanin-anatomiyasi-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/?p=19738","title":{"rendered":"O\u011flunu sellofana b\u00fckd\u00fcr\u00fcb basd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmas\u0131n…\u00a0– Bir q\u0259zan\u0131n anatomiyas\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

…O s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n m\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t\u00e7i ola bilm\u0259dim, y\u0259ni qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n qan\u0131n\u0131 ala bilm\u0259dim. Atamsa onun – bu q\u0259zan\u0131 t\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259nin azadl\u0131qda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sonacan bilm\u0259di…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r \u015fey bir z\u0259ngl\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131: \u201c\u018fmi, n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259lirs\u0259n? Ham\u0131 gedib \u00f6z q\u0259brini tap\u0131b qaydaya sal\u0131r. \u018fmimin yerini biz\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259rdin..\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259t bir il \u0259vv\u0259l tamamil\u0259 i\u015f\u011faldan azad olan yurdumuza gedib 33 il \u0259vv\u0259l Moskvadak\u0131 i\u015fini at\u0131b Bak\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259n, burda da q\u0259rar tutmay\u0131b do\u011fma yurda – Qaraba\u011fa can atan, el\u0259 bu yolda da can\u0131ndan olan ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131b tapmaqdan gedirdi. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 bundayd\u0131 ki, o d\u0259fn\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k el\u0259yib ged\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdim. Getm\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 m\u0259zar yerini bilmirdim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xocav\u0259nd\u0259 gedirik. \u015eu\u015faya uzanan Z\u0259f\u0259r yolundan ayr\u0131l\u0131b k\u00f6hn\u0259 bir yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck. Vaxtil\u0259 A\u011fdamdan Xocav\u0259nd\u0259, ordan da F\u00fczuliy\u0259 ged\u0259n yoldur. Yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7diyimiz Veys\u0259lli k\u0259ndi yad\u0131ma r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Nem\u0259t Veys\u0259llini sal\u0131r. M\u0259nd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq o, azad olan k\u0259ndini g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Yas\u0131nda o\u011flunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, el\u0259 bil sa\u011f\u0131yd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcyd\u00fc, a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259zirdi ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda… N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f imkan vermir ki, onun burda ke\u00e7\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131q, g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rini g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirim. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, he\u00e7 onun u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmay\u0131b. El\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 olub – bu ya\u015fda, bu ba\u015fda, bu d\u0259rdd\u0259. Amma m\u0259n son d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m Nem\u0259t Veys\u0259lliy\u0259 bax\u0131b onun bu da\u011fda-da\u015fda nec\u0259 bir u\u015faq oldu\u011funu t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n bir \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, fikirl\u0259rim qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir yandan da bu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f… Sa\u011fa-sola, hara d\u00f6nm\u0259yimizd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, sanki dayan\u0131b ancaq m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131r, az qala d\u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259n d\u0259 o yana i\u015f\u0131q sal\u0131r, m\u0259nim yan\u0131mdak\u0131lardan, yax\u0131nlardan gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 imkan vermir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yax\u0131n, h\u0259m d\u0259 uzaq yolu ged\u0259-ged\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, qarda\u015f\u0131m t\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131, i\u015fl\u0259diyi Moskvada qal\u0131b Qaraba\u011fa, \u00f6z yurduna, torpa\u011f\u0131na qay\u0131tmasayd\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu ya\u015fananlar da olmayacaqd\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma neyl\u0259m\u0259k olar: bizi Qaraba\u011fdan, k\u0259ndimizd\u0259n, ev-e\u015fiyimizd\u0259n zorla \u00e7\u0131xarsalar da, o k\u0259ndi, o yurdu, o da\u011f\u0131-da\u015f\u0131 bizim i\u00e7imizd\u0259n n\u0259 erm\u0259ni \u00e7\u0131xara bildi, n\u0259 zaman…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun 6-7 ya\u015f\u0131nda k\u0259ndd\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r g\u00fcnl\u0259ri he\u00e7 c\u00fcr yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r. M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. At \u00e7ap\u0131rd\u0131, qoyun-quzu otar\u0131rd\u0131, atas\u0131n\u0131-anas\u0131n\u0131 sevindirirdi. M\u0259n buna mane oldum. M\u0259cbur el\u0259dim, onu faktiki atam\u0131n-anam\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131b m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 verdim. Sonra \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 getdi. O vaxt m\u0259n Moskvada oxuyurdum. O da g\u0259lib orada K\u0259nd T\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 Akademiyas\u0131na daxil oldu. M\u0259n Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131td\u0131m, o da orada qalmaq ist\u0259m\u0259di. \u00c7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 onun i\u015f yerini Bak\u0131ya d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259 bildim. Allah N\u0259bi Muxtarovdan raz\u0131 olsun. K\u0259nd T\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 Nazirliyind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi o vaxt. Getdim yan\u0131na, xahi\u015f el\u0259dim, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar Bak\u0131ya. Ka\u015f ki \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmazd\u0131lar… Amma burada da qalmaq ist\u0259m\u0259di. \u0130\u015fini burax\u0131b getdi Qaraba\u011fa, Xocav\u0259nd\u0259, Xocal\u0131ya… El\u0259 o g\u00fcn oradan qay\u0131danda bu hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yan\u0131mda h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m, d\u00f6rd bac\u0131m v\u0259 qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n balalar\u0131… Onlar\u0131n da atalar\u0131 art\u0131q bu d\u00fcnyada deyill\u0259r. Onu n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 qoymad\u0131q evl\u0259nsin. Evl\u0259ns\u0259ydi, bu u\u015faqlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda, b\u0259lk\u0259, onunku da olard\u0131. \u018fzab dolu suallar bitmir ki, bitmir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Balaca bir t\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan, ot-\u0259l\u0259f basan q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7at\u0131r\u0131q. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r yax\u0131n k\u0259ndl\u0259rimizd\u0259n birinin nisb\u0259t\u0259n d\u00fcz\u0259nlikd\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yerl\u0259-yeksan el\u0259yibl\u0259r. Bizmki nisb\u0259t\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 qal\u0131b \u2013 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131lan q\u0259birl\u0259r, s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131lan ba\u015fda\u015flar\u0131 burada n\u0259 vaxtsa h\u0259yat\u0131n, a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011funu yada sal\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n cavan \u015f\u0259kli boylanan q\u0259br\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Amma m\u0259lum olur ki, qarda\u015f\u0131m o\u011flunun bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l g\u0259lib tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259zar bizimki deyil. Bac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259si bir s\u00f6z deyir. Bura deyils\u0259, b\u0259s hans\u0131d\u0131r? M\u0259ni ancaq bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcr. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 sanki h\u0259ll olunmu\u015fdu. Amma indi h\u0259r \u015fey t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131r. Ba\u015fqa sahibl\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimiz m\u0259zar da yoxdur. Ham\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131r – biz neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik? \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcnahkar bilir\u0259m – onda g\u0259ls\u0259ydim, d\u0259fnd\u0259 i\u015ftirak ets\u0259ydim, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar olmazd\u0131 y\u0259qin…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f\u0131lan q\u0259birl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda bibimin k\u00f6hn\u0259 q\u0259bri d\u0259 var. Ona bax\u0131ram, \u0259mim Qaran\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. \u0130kinci Cahan sava\u015f\u0131na gedib qay\u0131tmad\u0131. He\u00e7 n\u0259yi qalmad\u0131 – n\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131, n\u0259 q\u0259bri, n\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131… Ad\u0131n\u0131 ki\u00e7ik \u0259mim n\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 verdi \u2013 o da \u0130kinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid oldu. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 adlar \u00f6l\u00fcb diril\u0259 bilir, adamlarsa yox… Q\u0259birl\u0259r aras\u0131nda g\u0259zdikc\u0259 yad\u0131ma \u018fli K\u0259rim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr: O bunun q\u0259bri \u00fcstd\u0259 a\u011flar \u00f6z q\u0259bri bilib, bu onun q\u0259bri \u00fcstd\u0259 a\u011flar \u00f6z q\u0259bri bilib…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259ng edirl\u0259r ya\u015fl\u0131 qohumlara. Xeyri yoxdur. H\u0259r\u0259 bir \u015fey deyir. Biz bilmiriks\u0259, onlar hardan bil\u0259c\u0259k? El\u0259 bu vaxt balaca bac\u0131m imdad\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7atd\u0131. Bibimin ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131lan m\u0259zar\u0131na bax\u0131b:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qarda\u015f, m\u0259nim yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, – dedi.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Biz onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 anam\u0131z burda oturub a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya bibimin q\u0259brin\u0259 bax\u0131b dey\u0259rdi:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qumru, Famil\u0259ti s\u0259n\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ram… Burdan o q\u0259br\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yad\u0131mdad\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunu deyib el\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 dayan\u0131r ki, orada \u00fcmum\u0259n q\u0259bird\u0259n-filandan \u0259lam\u0259t bel\u0259 yoxdur. Durdu\u011fu yerin yan\u0131nda erm\u0259nil\u0259rin qoyub getdiyi b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u00e7ala var. Tank\u0131, topu gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qaz\u0131blar. Bilirdil\u0259r ki, bizimkil\u0259r m\u0259zarl\u0131\u011fa g\u00fcll\u0259 atmayacaqlar. Atd\u0131qlar\u0131 torpaq is\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z edib. \u00dcr\u0259yim a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r: erm\u0259nil\u0259rin h\u0259r atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 ilk s\u0259ks\u0259n\u0259n m\u0259nim qarda\u015f\u0131m olub, dem\u0259k. Q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcml\u00fckl\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131b erm\u0259nil\u0259r h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 nar ba\u011flar\u0131 sal\u0131blar. Hara bax\u0131ramsa, onlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Ya\u015f\u0131l yarpaqlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n narlar m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 yaran\u0131, qan\u0131, a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, u\u015faqlar bel d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcbl\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259. Qorxa-qorxa, ehtiyatla h\u0259min yeri erm\u0259nil\u0259rin t\u00f6kd\u00fcy\u00fc torpaqdan t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rlar. Bir azdan salafan qal\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r qaba\u011f\u0131m\u0131za. Bac\u0131m az qala sevinir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Burad\u0131r. Yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, d\u0259fnd\u0259n sonra m\u00f6hk\u0259m ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Anam he\u00e7 c\u00fcr\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259di ki, o, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131ndad\u0131r. Gec\u0259yn\u0259n o sellofan\u0131 qarda\u015flar\u0131m g\u0259tirib onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonras\u0131 daha k\u0259d\u0259rli v\u0259 daha \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc… Sanki h\u0259r qatda bir a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131n, bir m\u00fcsib\u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131r\u0131q. Bir azdan q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 par\u00e7a q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Bu, art\u0131q o faci\u0259nin \u0259lam\u0259tidir. D\u0259fnd\u0259n sonra nakaml\u0131q \u0259lam\u0259ti olaraq q\u0259brin \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 par\u00e7ad\u0131r. \u0130nam\u0131m\u0131z art\u0131r. Dem\u0259li, ona do\u011fru gedirik. U\u015faqlar az qala \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131 qaz\u0131rlar. Bir azdan beton dir\u0259kl\u0259r, d\u0259mir borular \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Dayan\u0131r\u0131q, tapa bildik dey\u0259s\u0259n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck bac\u0131m dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki, i\u015f\u011faldan \u0259vv\u0259l son d\u0259f\u0259 atam olub burda. Anam atama verdiyi yem\u0259yi o da h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u0259tirib o\u011flunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyurmu\u015f… Erm\u0259nil\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 burdaym\u0131\u015f. Geri \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimizd\u0259n biri: \u201c\u018fmi, tez ol, erm\u0259nil\u0259ri saxlaya bilm\u0259dik, g\u0259lirl\u0259r\u201d- deyib onu buralardan aralay\u0131b. Sonralar atam bu hadis\u0259ni xat\u0131rlayark\u0259n dey\u0259rdi: – \u00dcz\u00fc Beyl\u0259qana sar\u0131 qa\u00e7an adamlara qo\u015fulub qoyun-quzu da sel kimi ax\u0131b gedirdi. Sanki onlar da kiml\u0259rin g\u0259ldiyini bilirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcst\u0259ntiqin dediyind\u0259n bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 ki, b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u0131m h\u0259min vaxt yolda q\u0259za ni\u015fanlar\u0131n\u0131 qoysayd\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bunlar olmayacaqd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259… \u0130ndi bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 yazark\u0259n o vaxt \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 etdiyim yaz\u0131 makinam\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sor\u011fu-suallar\u0131 il\u0259 incitm\u0259sin dey\u0259 h\u0259min m\u00fcst\u0259ntiq\u0259 \u201cba\u011f\u0131\u015fla\u201dd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. T\u0259kc\u0259 incitm\u0259k yox, tutmas\u0131nlar, cinay\u0259t i\u015fi a\u00e7mas\u0131nlar dey\u0259. Ail\u0259miz\u0259 ikinci d\u0259rdi ya\u015fatmas\u0131nlar dey\u0259. Atam \u0259n ki\u00e7ik o\u011flunu itirm\u0259kl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r ham\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7ox ist\u0259diyi b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flunun da tutulma\u011f\u0131na he\u00e7 c\u00fcr d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. O s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n biz, y\u0259ni m\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t\u00e7i ola bilm\u0259dim. Y\u0259ni qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n qan\u0131n\u0131 ala bilm\u0259dim. Atamsa onun – bu q\u0259zan\u0131 t\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259nin azadl\u0131qda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sonacan bilm\u0259di. \u201cTutublar, i\u015f gedir\u201d, – dedim h\u0259r soru\u015fanda… \u0130ndi onun Beyl\u0259qandak\u0131 q\u0259brind\u0259n torpaq g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259brin\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 dedim: \u201cBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla. M\u0259n ba\u015fqa yolunu tapa bilm\u0259dim. Onda h\u0259m s\u0259ni, h\u0259m qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qorumaq ist\u0259dim…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 inan\u0131ram ki, qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n son ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131 h\u0259min makinada yaz\u0131l\u0131b. Qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 da…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259zarl\u0131qdan ayr\u0131l\u0131b da\u011f\u0131lan k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 do\u011fru ged\u0259-ged\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z u\u015faq kimi sevinirik. \u0130tirdiyimizi tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za sevinirik. El\u0259 bil qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qaytar\u0131b yenid\u0259n biz\u0259 veribl\u0259r. \u201cK\u0259ndimiz\u201d demi\u015fk\u0259n, buna k\u0259nd dem\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnm\u00fc? Z\u0259ngilan\u0131n, A\u011fdam\u0131n, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin, F\u00fczulinin, C\u0259bray\u0131l\u0131n… hal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r bunu asanl\u0131qla t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r. O faci\u0259l\u0259rin davam\u0131 burdayd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bizd\u0259ki faci\u0259l\u0259rin t\u0259krar\u0131 oralarda ya\u015fand\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki i\u015f\u011fal, dem\u0259k olar ki, bu balaca k\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131b \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f\u0131lan evl\u0259r\u0259, ot basan yollara bax\u0131b bir vaxt z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u015eamax\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u0259n \u015fairin h\u00fcznl\u00fc misralar\u0131 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 deyirdin ki, Z\u00fclali, v\u0259t\u0259nim var…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ensin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qara su, A\u011fsu v\u0259t\u0259n oldu….<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma burda h\u0259m d\u0259 bir xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik vard\u0131. Buran\u0131, ax\u0131r ki, ill\u0259r sonra m\u0259nim v\u0259 yax\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131n ixtiyar\u0131na vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. S\u0259b\u0259karlara minn\u0259tdar\u0131q. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, bu g\u00fcn bu m\u0259kanda bizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim yoxdur. Ba\u015fqa vaxtlar, b\u0259lk\u0259 bel\u0259 s\u00fckutdan qorxa bil\u0259rs\u0259n, amma indi yox. Evimizin divarlar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan qalxan a\u011faclara, bir d\u0259 h\u0259r yan\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n nar kollar\u0131na bax\u0131ram. Sanki bu yer, bu yurd biziml\u0259 ancaq nar dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Bir yandan da bu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xaraba yurd yerind\u0259 dola\u015fa-dola\u015fa ilk yaz\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n r\u0259yl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram: \u201cA\u011fdamda bizim soyuducuda a\u011fac bitmi\u015fdi…\u201d, \u201cM\u0259nim qarda\u015f\u0131m da 25 ya\u015f\u0131nda \u0259limizd\u0259n getdi…\u201d, \u201cBir roman t\u0259sirind\u0259 yaz\u0131…\u201d, \u201cYad\u0131mdad\u0131r, ilk biz\u0259 g\u0259ldiyiniz g\u00fcn: m\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131qca siz d\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131n\u0131z…\u201d, \u201cBu da bir a\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, a\u011faclar\u0131n da d\u0259li ola bil\u0259c\u0259yi bir a\u011f\u0131…\u201d, \u201cYaz\u0131n\u0131 oxuduqca \u00e7ox t\u0259sirl\u0259ndim, \u00e7\u00fcnki bu faci\u0259 m\u0259nim el-obam\u0131n v\u0259 k\u0259ndimin faci\u0259si di…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bundan sonras\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259sin t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259, ruhuna, q\u0259lbin\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b, \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 d\u0259 olsa, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n aralay\u0131b birt\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 baxan evimiz\u0259 sar\u0131 getm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, h\u0259m d\u0259 indi m\u0259nim kimi minl\u0259rl\u0259 insan\u0131n d\u0259rdini, h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc, k\u0259d\u0259rini \u015e\u0259hriyardan yax\u015f\u0131 kimins\u0259 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u0259minlikl\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 \u015f\u00fckr edib sabah\u0131ma t\u0259s\u0259lli verir\u0259m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalalar darmada\u011f\u0131n, s\u0259rbaz \u00f6l\u00fcb, s\u0259ng\u0259ri bo\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Diril\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 d\u0259xi ya\u011f\u0131 gedibdir – d\u0259ri bo\u015f…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hriyar k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lib, k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yeri bo\u015f…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r ham\u0131 getmi\u015f, ham\u0131 itmi\u015f, batm\u0131\u015f,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015fl\u0259yib ax\u0131rda yorulmu\u015f, yatm\u0131\u015f…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kulis.az B\u0259xtiyar Qaracan\u0131n “Qaraba\u011f xatir\u0259l\u0259ri” yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ikinci hiss\u0259sini t\u0259qdim e<\/strong>tdi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

…O s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n m\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t\u00e7i ola bilm\u0259dim, y\u0259ni qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n qan\u0131n\u0131 ala bilm\u0259dim. Atamsa onun – bu q\u0259zan\u0131 t\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259nin azadl\u0131qda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sonacan bilm\u0259di… H\u0259r \u015fey bir z\u0259ngl\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131: \u201c\u018fmi, n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259lirs\u0259n? Ham\u0131 gedib \u00f6z q\u0259brini tap\u0131b qaydaya sal\u0131r. \u018fmimin yerini biz\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259rdin..\u201d S\u00f6hb\u0259t bir il \u0259vv\u0259l tamamil\u0259 i\u015f\u011faldan azad olan yurdumuza gedib 33 il \u0259vv\u0259l Moskvadak\u0131 …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":19739,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19738","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-idman"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19738","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19738"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19738\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19741,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19738\/revisions\/19741"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/19739"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19738"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19738"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19738"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}