{"id":19688,"date":"2025-07-07T11:17:28","date_gmt":"2025-07-07T11:17:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/?p=19688"},"modified":"2025-07-07T11:17:29","modified_gmt":"2025-07-07T11:17:29","slug":"ancaq-aramizda-hec-n%C9%99-olmayib-o-evli-idi-mikayil-musfiq-yen%C9%99-o-bag-olaydi-seirini-bu-qiza-yazibmis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/?p=19688","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Ancaq aram\u0131zda he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b, o evli idi&#8221;\u00a0&#8211; Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015ffiq \u201cYen\u0259 o ba\u011f olayd\u0131\u201d \u015feirini bu q\u0131za yaz\u0131bm\u0131\u015f"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>Kulis.az Rafael H\u00fcseynovun &#8220;Ba\u011f roman\u0131&#8221; m\u0259qal\u0259sini ixtisarla t\u0259qdim edir.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/kulis.az\/xeber\/kulis-video\/mikayil-musfiqin-gulellendiyi-yer-narginden-reportaj-56942\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015ffiqin<\/a>&nbsp;b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, \u0259n m\u0259\u015fhur \u015feiridir &#8220;Yen\u0259 o ba\u011f olayd\u0131&#8221;.<br>H\u0259min \u015feir yarananda g\u0259nc \u015fairin h\u0259bs\u0259 at\u0131lmas\u0131na, i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ruz qalmas\u0131na az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>1936-c\u0131 ilin qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z yay g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 Pir\u015fa\u011f\u0131da yaz\u0131l\u0131b o \u015feir.<br>\u015eeirin \u00fcnvan\u0131 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t nam\u0259lum qal\u0131b. B\u0259zil\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb ki, M\u00fc\u015ffiq \u015feiri h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Dilb\u0259r xan\u0131ma yaz\u0131b, dig\u0259rl\u0259ri \u015feirin \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131salar da, bu haqda dan\u0131\u015fmay\u0131blar. \u015eayi\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259zib. Yaln\u0131z \u00f6t\u0259n \u0259srin sonunda a\u00e7\u0131qlan\u0131b o q\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Bu, Arif\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dxanl\u0131 idi &#8211; yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/kulis.az\/xeber\/tarix\/enver-memmedxanli-mircefer-bagirov-mektubumu-ozunde-saxladi-meni-hebs-etmediler-ekskluziv-video-53049\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">\u018fnv\u0259r M\u0259mm\u0259dxanl\u0131n\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131&#8230;<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fcm aya\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fc etiraf edib bunu jurnalist Rafael H\u00fcseynova. Bundan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il qabaqsa bac\u0131s\u0131 H\u0259bib\u0259 xan\u0131ma a\u00e7\u0131bm\u015f sirrini. 1936-c\u0131 ilin yay\u0131n\u0131 o d\u00f6vr\u00fcn bir ne\u00e7\u0259 tan\u0131nan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 ail\u0259si il\u0259 birg\u0259 Pir\u015fa\u011f\u0131da ke\u00e7irmi\u015fdi: R\u0259sul Rza, \u018fnv\u0259r M\u0259mm\u0259dxanl\u0131, \u018fhm\u0259d Cavad v\u0259 Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015ffiq&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259t 1994-c\u00fc ild\u0259 ba\u015f tutub &#8211; x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng x\u0259st\u0259liyi tapan Arif\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n q\u00fcrubunda&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; 36-n\u0131n yay\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n, Arif\u0259 xan\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Eh, ay Rafael, n\u0259 deyim, yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz onda getdi. \u018fn yax\u015f\u0131 yay\u0131m\u0131z onunla bitdi. Yaz\u0131q M\u00fc\u015ffiq o sehirli gec\u0259l\u0259rin b\u0259z\u0259yi idi. Romantik idi. Adi adamlar, h\u0259tta o biri \u015fairl\u0259r kimi d\u0259 deyildi. N\u0259s\u0259 tamam ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr idi o. \u00c7ox \u015f\u0259n o\u011flan idi yaz\u0131q. Sizl\u0259r onu g\u00f6rm\u0259diniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Onun siz\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n bir az.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ee, yax\u015f\u0131 da, Rafael, yox. Yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131n?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Ay Arif\u0259 xan\u0131m, bax o vaxt g\u00f6rd\u00fcz ki, \u00fcst\u00fc\u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc yazd\u0131m, ad-filan \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dim. Amma \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00e7\u00fcn, tarix\u00e7\u00fcn bilim d\u0259. N\u0259 var ax\u0131 burda?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bizim aram\u0131zda he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b, bir el\u0259 o \u015feirdir..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&#8220;Yen\u0259 o ba\u011f olayd\u0131,<br>yen\u0259 siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259ydik,<br>Dan\u0131\u015fayd\u0131q, g\u00fcl\u0259ydik.<br>\u00dcrk\u0259k bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nla<br>ruhumu dindir\u0259ydin,<br>M\u0259ni sevindir\u0259ydin,<br>Gizli s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ayd\u0131q<br>ruhun ehtiyac\u0131ndan.<br>Qarda\u015f\u0131ndan, bac\u0131ndan<br>\u00e7\u0259kin\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7ox zaman<br>s\u00f6hb\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259ydin,<br>M\u0259niml\u0259 \u0259yi\u015f\u0259ydin.<br>Yen\u0259 d\u0259 bir vurayd\u0131<br>q\u0259lbimiz gizli-gizli,<br>S\u0259n ey \u0259sm\u0259r b\u0259nizli!..&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, onda m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdu, bir el\u0259 o \u015feiri yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir d\u0259 ki g\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 bizd\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi. Bizim \u00e7ox q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng h\u0259y\u0259timiz vard\u0131, voleybol toru da qurulmu\u015fdu, ham\u0131 bizim h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lard\u0131.&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/kulis.az\/xeber\/poeziya\/ehdi-peymanina-qurban-oldugum-ehmed-cavadin-seiri-56878\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">\u018fhm\u0259d Cavad\u0131n<\/a>&nbsp;u\u015faqlar\u0131 Ayd\u0131n, Tokay h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u0259lirdil\u0259r oynama\u011fa. M\u00fc\u015ffiq anama &#8220;ana&#8221; deyirdi, anam da qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131 ki, nolar, a bala, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r, s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim o\u011flum. M\u00fc\u015ffiq deyirdi ki, he\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m, bir balaca komam olayd\u0131 sizin h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259, gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz burada qalayd\u0131m.Anam soru\u015furdu ki, niy\u0259, ay M\u00fc\u015ffiq? Deyirdi, &#8220;n\u0259 bilim, bu h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n xo\u015fum g\u0259lir. R\u0259sulgilin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259n xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir, bura \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 \u00e7ox yat\u0131r&#8221;.<br>Bilirs\u0259n, bizim h\u0259y\u0259tin qumu, bak\u0131l\u0131lar\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc olmas\u0131n, mirvari kimiydi. Tozlu qum yox e, t\u0259miz sar\u0131 qum idi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; M\u0259n o qumu da ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, voleybol torunu da, h\u0259y\u0259tinizin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini d\u0259. Amma M\u00fc\u015ffiq bunu, do\u011furdan, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 deyirdi, yoxsa siz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Vallah, bilmir\u0259m, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 deyirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Yox, yen\u0259 d\u0259 bilim d\u0259, boynunuza al\u0131n&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Vallah, bilirs\u0259n, bir o deyildi ax\u0131, ham\u0131 bizim h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s ax\u0131 ki\u015fi o boyda \u015feir yaz\u0131b siz\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; N\u0259 yaz\u0131b ki, \u0259\u015fi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Az yaz\u0131b?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox e, vallah, ba\u011fda m\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 hiss el\u0259mirdim. Onu da m\u0259n\u0259 sonra verdi. Ba\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259n kimi oturub ba\u015flard\u0131 \u015feir oxuma\u011fa, biz d\u0259 u\u015faq idik, a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b qulaq asard\u0131q. M\u0259n M\u00fc\u015ffiqi R\u0259sul kimi, \u018fnv\u0259r kimi say\u0131rd\u0131m. Bilirdim, onlar\u0131n dostudur da. Onu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir adam bilirdim. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 ona ayr\u0131 bir hiss yox idi. Onda n\u0259 idi e, 16-17 ya\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131. O n\u0259 bilim, ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 &#8211; 27 idi, ne\u00e7\u0259ydi. Cavan o\u011flan idi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&#8220;Bu gec\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r xo\u015f gec\u0259dir,<br>Bir qara q\u0131z kimi<br>tellic\u0259dir.<br>Yer i\u015f\u0131q, g\u00f6y i\u015f\u0131q,<br>H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f yara\u015f\u0131q,<br>Sevgilim, dayanma,<br>sahil\u0259 g\u0259l,<br>Seyr el\u0259 g\u0259l.<br>Ulduzlar \u0259trafa<br>nur s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r<br>Bir b\u00f6l\u00fck u\u015faqd\u0131r<br>\u015f\u0259n l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r.<br>Onlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259<br>top kimi ay.<br>Sevgilim,<br>ba\u015f\u0131nda a\u011f k\u0259la\u011fay<br>Sahil\u0259 g\u0259l.<br>Bu f\u00fcrs\u0259t \u0259lin\u0259<br>d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259,<br>H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f k\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259,<br>K\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r i\u015f\u0131ldar,<br>Yarpaqlar x\u0131\u015f\u0131ldar&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; El\u0259 olurdu, gec\u0259 saat 10-da durub d\u0259niz\u0259 gedirdik. Onlar ged\u0259rdi, biz d\u0259 gic-gic qo\u015fulard\u0131q onlara. Ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131z d\u0259niz\u0259 lap yax\u0131n idi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 M\u0259ry\u0259m xalam &#8211; R\u0259sulun anas\u0131 &#8211; g\u0259ldi hirsl\u0259ndi \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259. Anam yox, xalam yaman \u00f6tk\u0259m arvad idi. D\u0259niz bir az a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 idi, yuxar\u0131da qayal\u0131qlard\u0131. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck xalam qayalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259di. Az\u0131ndan g\u0259l\u0259ni ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r biz\u0259. \u018fsas R\u0259sul idi ham\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259niz\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran&#8230; Amma d\u0259nizsiz qala bilmirdik. Gec\u0259 d\u0259nizi biz\u0259 yasaq edilmi\u015fdis\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r iki d\u0259f\u0259 gedirdik suya ba\u015f vurma\u011fa. Bir s\u0259h\u0259r, bir d\u0259 ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc. Hava qaralanda qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131q. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 yar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q ki, kim \u00e7ox qaralar. Nigar idi, Nigar\u0131n dostlar\u0131 idi, biz bac\u0131lar idik. Gedirdik il\u0131q d\u0259niz\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131b s\u0259rinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra uzanard\u0131q qumun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259, ba\u015flard\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc qaraltma\u011fa&#8230; Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 yay\u0131m\u0131z el\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Onacan M\u00fc\u015ffiqin adn\u0131 e\u015fitmi\u015fdim. O yay yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131\u015f olduq. Sonra h\u0259rd\u0259n Bak\u0131da evimiz\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s \u015feiri nec\u0259 oldu verdi siz\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259n d\u0259rsd\u0259n qay\u0131danda Sabir ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda onunla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldim. Dedi: &#8220;Ba, n\u0259 xo\u015f bir t\u0259sad\u00fcf&#8221;. He\u00e7 yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r. Dedi: &#8220;N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oldu s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. M\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atas\u0131 bir \u015fey var. O \u015feiri ver\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259&#8221;.<br><br>B\u00fckm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, bir d\u0259ft\u0259r ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 idi. Verdi, m\u0259n d\u0259 al\u0131b qoydum \u00e7antama. Sonra a\u00e7\u0131b baxanda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm yuxar\u0131s\u0131nda yaz\u0131b: &#8220;Arif\u0259y\u0259. Yen\u0259 o ba\u011f olayd\u0131&#8221;. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 dedim, g\u00f6r\u0259n, bizim ba\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131b bu? Oxuyub g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, ba\u011fda n\u0259 olubsa, ham\u0131s\u0131 bu \u015feird\u0259dir. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t qald\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259 o \u015feir.<br>Sonra ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni, \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259, bir-iki d\u0259n\u0259 o\u011flan m\u0259ktubu-filan vard\u0131, c\u0131rd\u0131m onlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki bilirdim \u0130brahimin xasiyy\u0259ti t\u00fcndd\u00fcr. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r zarafat\u0131 vard\u0131sa da, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 q\u0131sqanc adam idi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 e&#8230; M\u0259nim n\u0259yimi q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131, bilmir\u0259m. Bu \u015feird\u0259, \u0259slind\u0259, birc\u0259 o &#8220;Arif\u0259y\u0259&#8221; s\u00f6z\u00fc olmasa, s\u0259n dey\u0259n el\u0259 \u015fey yoxdu. N\u0259 ad \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi, n\u0259 bir \u015fey. Amma ehtiyat el\u0259dim, bunu da c\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s M\u00fc\u015ffiq o \u015feiri siz\u0259 ver\u0259nd\u0259n sonra soru\u015fmad\u0131 ki oxudun-oxumad\u0131n?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, bunu soru\u015fmad\u0131. Amma m\u0259n\u0259 tez-tez rast g\u0259lirdi. M\u0259n d\u0259rsd\u0259n, ad\u0259t\u0259n, saat ikinin yar\u0131s\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m. Bu da h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Kommunist k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259si il\u0259 qoltu\u011funda da papkas\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcyuxar\u0131 g\u0259lirdi, qabaq-qaba\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131q. M\u0259n &#8220;biofak&#8221;da oxuyurdum, o vaxt da universitet indiki \u018flyazmalar \u0130nstitutunun yan\u0131nda idi. Universitetd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b Sabir ba\u011f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 enirdim, Akademiya binas\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131ndak\u0131 pill\u0259kandan qalx\u0131rd\u0131m \u0130\u015f\u0259ri\u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 &#8211; evimiz\u0259. \u0130ki add\u0131ml\u0131q yol idi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiql\u0259 eyni vaxtda, eyni yerd\u0259 &#8211; d\u0259rsd\u0259n qay\u0131danda ba\u011f\u0131n tu\u015funda rastla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. Deyirdi: &#8220;B\u0259xt\u0259 bax e, m\u0259n Az\u0259rn\u0259\u015frd\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259lir\u0259m, s\u0259n d\u0259rsd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan&#8221;.<br><br>Deyirdi ki, buradan &#8211; Sabir ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xma, g\u0259l qalxaq, Qala qap\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n ged\u0259rs\u0259n, s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259-el\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259k, s\u0259ni \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm eviniz\u0259&#8230; S\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259yirdi, t\u0259z\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rini oxuyurdu, ev\u0259c\u0259n g\u0259tirib \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc m\u0259ni. Tutulmam\u0131\u015fdan qabaq da evimiz\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. G\u0259ldi, oturdu, \u00e7ay i\u00e7di, anamla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ondan he\u00e7 bir ay ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f e\u015fitdik ki, M\u00fc\u015ffiqi tutublar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; H\u0259r halda bar\u0131 sonra a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259ldimi ki, d\u0259rsd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda M\u00fc\u015ffiq siz\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n rast g\u0259lmirmi\u015f?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; H\u0259, el\u0259 sonra a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259ldi ki, bu, q\u0259sd\u0259n bel\u0259 edir. Bilirdi ki, ikinin yar\u0131s\u0131 d\u0259rsd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Bunu ne\u00e7\u0259 il sonra ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Lap sonra. M\u0259n key idim. Vallah, Rafael, s\u0259n m\u0259nim o\u011flumsan, m\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yimi s\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ram. He\u00e7 yax\u0131n adamlar\u0131ma dem\u0259diyim s\u00f6zl\u0259ri, bax, s\u0259n\u0259 deyir\u0259m. \u00c7ox key olmu\u015fam. Sonra fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, niy\u0259 el\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259rsd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda bu da Kommunist k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259si il\u0259 Sabir ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015f olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Onda Dilb\u0259r var idi d\u0259. M\u0259n bil\u0259n, h\u0259tta 35-d\u0259 bir u\u015faqlar\u0131 olub, \u00f6l\u00fcbm\u00fc\u015f d\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; H\u0259, evliydi, ba\u011fda olanda da evli idi. Arvad\u0131, do\u011furdan da, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng idi. Dilb\u0259r seyr\u0259k g\u0259lirdi ba\u011fa. M\u00fc\u015ffiq \u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7ox g\u0259lirdi. El\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 R\u0259sul deyirdi, ay M\u00fc\u015ffiq, Dilb\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u0259tir. Qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u0259\u015fi. Dilb\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015f var ki, g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259mir. G\u0259ls\u0259, g\u0259lsin d\u0259. Tan\u0131y\u0131r yolu&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&#8220;Yen\u0259 o ba\u011f olayd\u0131<br>sevdalar \u00f6lk\u0259sind\u0259,<br>O s\u00f6y\u00fcd k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259.<br>\u0130nci qumlar \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259<br>yen\u0259 verib ba\u015f-ba\u015fa<br>Yay\u0131 vurayd\u0131q ba\u015fa.<br>G\u00fcnl\u0259rimiz ke\u00e7\u0259ydi<br>q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n f\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259r kimi,<br>Dolu q\u0259d\u0259hl\u0259r kimi;<br>Yarpaqlar aras\u0131nda<br>uzadaraq \u0259lini<br>Ox\u015fayaraq telini,<br>Gec\u0259l\u0259r darayayd\u0131<br>sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 Ay, g\u00f6z\u0259l!<br>S\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n, Ay g\u00f6z\u0259l?<br>\u018fll\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rim,<br>G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim&#8230;<br>As\u0131layd\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rim<br>K\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn qula\u011f\u0131ndan<br>Bir q\u0131z\u0131l tana kimi,<br>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fana kimi&#8221;.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kulis.az Rafael H\u00fcseynovun &#8220;Ba\u011f roman\u0131&#8221; m\u0259qal\u0259sini ixtisarla t\u0259qdim edir. Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015ffiqin&nbsp;b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, \u0259n m\u0259\u015fhur \u015feiridir &#8220;Yen\u0259 o ba\u011f olayd\u0131&#8221;.H\u0259min \u015feir yarananda g\u0259nc \u015fairin h\u0259bs\u0259 at\u0131lmas\u0131na, i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ruz qalmas\u0131na az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. 1936-c\u0131 ilin qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z yay g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 Pir\u015fa\u011f\u0131da yaz\u0131l\u0131b o \u015feir.\u015eeirin \u00fcnvan\u0131 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t nam\u0259lum qal\u0131b. B\u0259zil\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb ki, M\u00fc\u015ffiq \u015feiri h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Dilb\u0259r xan\u0131ma yaz\u0131b, dig\u0259rl\u0259ri &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":19689,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19688","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-idman"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19688","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19688"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19688\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19691,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19688\/revisions\/19691"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/19689"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19688"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19688"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19688"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}