– S\u0259nub\u0259r xan\u0131m, niy\u0259 m\u0259hz aktrisa?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– H\u0259… bu sual\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 verirdim ki, n\u0259 oldu, m\u0259n bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 aktrisa olmaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldim? M\u0259n bunu d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 qeyd etmi\u015f\u0259m, el\u0259 bil ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n bir \u0259l, b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259r el\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131 ki, d\u00fczd\u00fcr, \u0259slind\u0259, t\u0259sad\u00fcf yoxdur, z\u0259rur\u0259t imi\u015f, m\u0259n ist\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n aktrisa oldum. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, u\u015faql\u0131qda b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0131z u\u015faqlar\u0131 x\u0259yal\u0131nda oxuyan, oynayan olur, biz d\u0259 hind filml\u0259ri il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n n\u0259silik, amma he\u00e7 vaxt a\u011fl\u0131mdan ke\u00e7m\u0259yib ki, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 aktrisa olum. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ba\u015fqa-ba\u015fqa pe\u015f\u0259l\u0259r, amma bunu yox…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Birinci kursda birinci, ya ikinci d\u0259rs idi, dedil\u0259r ki, L\u00fctfi M\u0259mm\u0259db\u0259ylinin (rejissor, Xalq artisti – red.) bir d\u0259rn\u0259yi var, q\u0131zlar oraya gedirl\u0259r, m\u0259nim d\u0259 bo\u015f saat\u0131m idi, dedim, gedim g\u00f6r\u00fcm neyl\u0259yirsiniz orada? L\u00fctfi m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi dedi, \u00e7\u0131x s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndim ki, n\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259? M\u0259nim s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015fim var? (g\u00fcl\u00fcr) Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, ssenari verdi ki, ist\u0259yir\u0259m s\u0259ni televiziya tama\u015fas\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\u018fvv\u0259l buna \u00e7ox etinas\u0131z, daha \u00e7ox zarafatyana yana\u015fd\u0131m ki, bu ki\u015fi m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 ist\u0259yir? (g\u00fcl\u00fcr) Y\u0259ni ail\u0259m vard\u0131, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m k\u00f6rp\u0259 idi. He\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00c7ox isrardan sonra dedim, g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 al\u0131n\u0131r da… (g\u00fcl\u00fcr)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O zaman da bilirsiniz d\u0259, bir d\u0259f\u0259 efir\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, ham\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 o tama\u015fa ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, N.H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259nin “Kimin sual\u0131 var?” tama\u015fas\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, a, m\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131rlar. (g\u00fcl\u00fcr) El\u0259 xo\u015fuma g\u0259ldi. Sonra ikinci t\u0259klif, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc t\u0259klif, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, aktrisayam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 o obraz\u0131 oynad\u0131n\u0131z. Evd\u0259kil\u0259rin reaksiyas\u0131 nec\u0259 oldu?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– Evd\u0259 m\u0259n he\u00e7 dem\u0259mi\u015fdim, he\u00e7 bilmirdil\u0259r d\u0259… Atam s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7ox qiym\u0259t ver\u0259n insan idi. Baxma ki, “Sovetski” m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259sind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, oran\u0131n da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f qanunlar\u0131 var idi. Amma bir \u015fey d\u0259 var idi ki, art\u0131q q\u0131z ail\u0259 qurdusa, s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131sa, \u00e7ox qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. Onu bilir\u0259m ki, birinci atam g\u0259ldi biz\u0259. Qay\u0131td\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 ki, d\u00fcn\u0259n s\u0259n orada neyl\u0259yirdin? Yolda\u015f\u0131m da qay\u0131td\u0131 ki, n\u0259 olub ki? (g\u00fcl\u00fcr) Bel\u0259c\u0259, evd\u0259 d\u0259 dedim. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, onlar da \u00e7ox ciddi q\u0259bul etm\u0259dil\u0259r, amma sonralar… (g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir)<\/p>\n\n\n\n– Atan\u0131z\u0131n xasiyy\u0259ti t\u00fcnd idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– \u00c7ox t\u00fcnd idi, h\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Sizc\u0259, ail\u0259li olmasayd\u0131n\u0131z, h\u0259min \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– Yox!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– \u0130caz\u0259 verm\u0259zdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– Yox, yox, m\u00fcmk\u00fcnat\u0131 yox idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Aktrisa oldunuz v\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f s\u0259hn\u0259 sizi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. He\u00e7 oldumu ki, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn\u00fcz, b\u0259lk\u0259, ixtisas\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fim?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– Lap ilk m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 olurdu. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, tutaq ki, indi bir tama\u015fa \u00e7\u0259kildi, kiml\u0259rins\u0259 xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi, ikincisi bird\u0259n al\u0131nmaz. O q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 s\u0259ri\u015ft\u0259m yoxdur, n\u0259 olacaq, nec\u0259 olacaq? \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, hans\u0131sa i\u015fi g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259ms\u0259, o i\u015f m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l olsun. Yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q s\u00f6hb\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 deyil. Nec\u0259 ki m\u0259n m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nniliyi atd\u0131m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, ehtiyac yoxdur. Teatr, kino sah\u0259sind\u0259 daha m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l, daha rahat, daha \u00f6zg\u00fcv\u0259nli hiss etdim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc. O \u00fczd\u0259n ilk \u0259r\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7ox olurdu bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim ki, b\u0259lk\u0259, laz\u0131m deyil? Amma o q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259klifl\u0259r var idi ki. 1980-ci ill\u0259rin sonu filml\u0259r var idi, \u00e7\u0259kilirdi v\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259klifl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi. Onu da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, t\u0259klif g\u0259lirs\u0259, dem\u0259k, n\u0259s\u0259 var m\u0259nd\u0259, n\u0259s\u0259 hiss edirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– \u0130nstituta 1990-c\u0131 ild\u0259 q\u0259bul olmusunuz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– Yox, bitirmi\u015f\u0259m 1990-c\u0131 ild\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Bildiyim q\u0259d\u0259r diplom x\u0259trin\u0259 bitirmisiniz.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– Diplom x\u0259trin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fdum, (g\u00fcl\u00fcr) amma bitir\u0259nd\u0259 art\u0131q iki filmd\u0259, iki televiziya tama\u015fas\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdim, Akademik Dram Teatr\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259yirdim, sonra 1989-cu ild\u0259 G\u0259ncl\u0259r Teatr\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259dim. Y\u0259ni art\u0131q m\u0259nim rollar\u0131m var idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, siz q\u0259rar verdiniz ki, diplom almaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Diplom siz\u0259 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131m idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– O d\u00f6n\u0259m bir az ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr idi. Daha \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fck ki, diplom m\u00fctl\u0259qdir, olmal\u0131d\u0131r. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 aktuald\u0131r – ali savad olmal\u0131d\u0131r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, ail\u0259mi qurdum, al\u0131nmad\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259l… Ail\u0259 \u00f6z yerind\u0259, amma diplom laz\u0131md\u0131r, karyera qurmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Y\u0259ni n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 etm\u0259liy\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, h\u0259r qad\u0131n \u00f6z ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bunu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n– S\u0259nub\u0259r xan\u0131m, siz\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyil\u0259n bir kompliment var – g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131ms\u0131n\u0131z. Cavanl\u0131qda da \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131m olmusunuz. S\u0259hn\u0259 d\u0259 intriqalar\u0131 sev\u0259n bir yerdir. M\u0259nim s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdiyim b\u00fct\u00fcn aktrisalar\u0131n yolundan bel\u0259 bir x\u0259tt ke\u00e7ib, bel\u0259 bir xatir\u0259l\u0259ri var ki, kims\u0259 onlarla he\u00e7 d\u00fcz g\u0259lm\u0259yib, kims\u0259 onlar\u0131 sevm\u0259yib. Sizi bu t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n incid\u0259n n\u0259 is\u0259 olubmu ki, yorulmusunuz onlarla m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmaqdan?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259. Yoruldu\u011fum da olub, m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131m da olub… amma sonralar bir an da olsa s\u0259n\u0259ti atmaq bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259m olmay\u0131b. Bayaq dediyim kimi, yeni ba\u015flayanda olmu\u015fdu bel\u0259 fikril\u0259rim. Amma sonralar, bu dediyiniz \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rl\u0259 rastla\u015fanda, he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, yoruldum, k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilim v\u0259 s. He\u00e7 bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim olmad\u0131, do\u011frusu. M\u0259n bunu \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0259bul etdim. Bayaq dediyim kimi, L\u00fctfi M\u0259mm\u0259db\u0259yli ki m\u0259ni ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi, onun m\u0259n\u0259 ilk s\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bu olmu\u015fdu ki, istedad\u0131n varsa, s\u0259nin yolunu k\u0259sm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r olacaq, s\u0259n\u0259 mane olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r olacaq, amma s\u0259n buna sevin. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n o ilk mane\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259tta sevindim. Dedim ki, h\u0259, dem\u0259li, n\u0259s\u0259 var. (g\u00fcl\u00fcr)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Sizin d\u00fcnyada, y\u0259ni teatr-kino al\u0259mind\u0259, bu intriqalar g\u0259nc, g\u00f6z\u0259l, istedadl\u0131 bir insana qar\u015f\u0131, \u0259sas\u0259n, ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259sil t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n olur, yoxsa \u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– M\u00fcxt\u0259lif c\u00fcr olub, h\u0259r ya\u015f kateqoriyas\u0131ndan. \u018fn \u00e7ox el\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131d olan aktrisalar t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n, dey\u0259rdim. Amma bir s\u00f6z deyim d\u0259, \u018fziz\u0259 xan\u0131m, inan\u0131n ki, m\u0259n onun d\u0259rinliyin\u0259 getmirdim. He\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 k\u0259si tutub dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki, s\u0259n niy\u0259 bunu el\u0259din, s\u0259n niy\u0259 bunu dedin? \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, bel\u0259 olmaq daha da g\u00fcc verir adama. (g\u00fcl\u00fcr)<\/p>\n\n\n\n– S\u0259nub\u0259r xan\u0131m, sizc\u0259, m\u0259\u015fhur olmaqla tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f olmaq aras\u0131nda bir f\u0259rq var?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n– (d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr) M\u0259\u015fhur olmaqla s\u0259n\u0259tkarl\u0131q aras\u0131nda f\u0259rq var. M\u0259\u015fhur olmaq haz\u0131rda \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259dir. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r misal var. Sabun k\u00f6p\u00fcy\u00fc kimi bir g\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhur olub, sonra yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rlar. Amma s\u0259n\u0259tkar olub imzan\u0131 atmaq, bu s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 qalmaq, bax bunun b\u00f6y\u00fck f\u0259rqi var. \u00c7\u00fcnki buna b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259m\u0259k s\u0259rf edirs\u0259n, bu, b\u00f6y\u00fck z\u0259hm\u0259tdir v\u0259 istedadd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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“Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259n \u00f6nd\u0259 olan rejissorlar\u0131 il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Art\u0131q 39 ildir, s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259y\u0259m. H\u0259r rejissordan n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m, h\u0259r rejissorun m\u0259nim taleyimd\u0259 bir qatq\u0131s\u0131, bir imzas\u0131 var. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ist\u0259r H\u00fcseyna\u011fa Ataki\u015fiyev, ist\u0259r Vaqif \u0130brahimo\u011flu, ist\u0259r B\u0259hram Osmanov, Ramiz H\u0259s\u0259no\u011flu, B\u0259xtiyar Xan\u0131zad\u0259… y\u0259ni hans\u0131n\u0131 deyim? O q\u0259d\u0259r bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l adlar var ki… H\u0259tta \u0259n son i\u015fl\u0259diyim g\u0259nc …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":17325,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17324","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-maqazin","category-olke"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17324","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17324"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17324\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17326,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17324\/revisions\/17326"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/17325"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17324"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17324"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17324"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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