“Bu 17-18 ya\u015f\u0131mda olub. He\u00e7 vaxt onun haqda dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram. O da \u00f6z \u00e7evr\u0259sind\u0259 tan\u0131nan biridir. Amma h\u0259min vaxt s\u0259n\u0259t adam\u0131 deyildir. Sad\u0259c\u0259 unviersiteti bitirmi\u015fdi, teatr, film sah\u0259sind\u0259 rejissor kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Onunla bir layih\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. M\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259min \u00e7\u0259kili\u015fd\u0259 idim. Universitetd\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015fduq. S\u00f6hb\u0259t, tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q oldu. Ev telefonu il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q, i\u015fl\u0259r, planlar qururduq. Sonra i\u015f s\u00f6hb\u0259ti do\u011fmal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7evrildi. Ail\u0259ni v\u0259 ail\u0259sini tan\u0131y\u0131rsan. G\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131n fikri, arzular\u0131 n\u0259 olar? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, qar\u015f\u0131na yax\u015f\u0131 adam \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, ail\u0259 qurmaq. Ciddi m\u00fcnasib\u0259t yarand\u0131”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri apar\u0131c\u0131 V\u00fcsal\u0259 \u018flizad\u0259 “Onun sirri” verili\u015find\u0259 deyib. V\u00fcsal\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 gizli saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir m\u0259\u015fhur rejissorla e\u015fq ya\u015famas\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b. O bildirib ki, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa s\u0259b\u0259b x\u0259yan\u0259t olub:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“Sonra s\u0259hh\u0259timd\u0259 problem yarand\u0131. ham\u0131 bilir ki, b\u00f6yr\u0259kl\u0259rim i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259di, ac\u0131l\u0131 bir tale ya\u015fad\u0131m h\u0259min \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259. X\u0259st\u0259xanada tibb bac\u0131lar\u0131 da bilirdi, ham\u0131 deyirdi yara\u015f\u0131rs\u0131z, ka\u015f al\u0131ns\u0131n. 5 ay x\u0259st\u0259xanada qalm\u0131\u015fam, ev\u0259 bel\u0259 getmirdim. Sonra \u0130rana m\u00fcalic\u0259y\u0259 getdim. T\u0259s\u0259lli verirdi ki, yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq. Z\u0259ng edirdi, h\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
3 ay sonra Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131td\u0131m v\u0259 ona z\u0259ng etdim. A\u00e7\u0131r telefonu “alo” deyir. Ad\u0131n\u0131 deyir\u0259m, soru\u015furam “Nec\u0259s\u0259n?”. Ba\u015fqa bir q\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 dedi ki, filank\u0259s s\u0259ns\u0259n? He\u00e7 n\u0259d em\u0259d\u0259n telefonu ba\u011flad\u0131m. Elnur M\u0259mm\u0259dovun oxudu\u011fu “\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259fn etdin” mahn\u0131s\u0131 var. H\u0259min \u015feiri h\u0259min gec\u0259 yazd\u0131m v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bitdi. 3 ay \u0259rzind\u0259 2-3 d\u0259f\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. \u015e\u0259rait yox idi dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rejissorun ad\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131qlamaq ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n apar\u0131c\u0131 “Sonra evl\u0259ndiyini e\u015fitdim. Ona h\u0259min hadis\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, ba\u015flad\u0131 ki, z\u0259ng g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. S\u0259si tan\u0131mad\u0131m, u\u015faql\u0131q etmis\u0259n. S\u0259hv anlam\u0131san… D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, amma bunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259dik. \u0130ndi ondan x\u0259b\u0259rim yoxdur. \u0130st\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m kim\u0259s\u0259 problem olsun” s\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u0259lav\u0259 edib. \/\u00a0Ax\u015fam.az\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n