“Alt\u0131 ay komada qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, d\u0259fn\u0259 apar\u0131landa is\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bil\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldim. O anda h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri bizim.media-ya 65 ya\u015fl\u0131 F\u00fczuli sakini \u0130man \u018fbd\u00fcl o\u011flu H\u00fcmb\u0259tov bildirib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6l\u00fcb-diril\u0259n h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259timiz \u0130man H\u00fcmb\u0259tov ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri bel\u0259 n\u0259ql edir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“El\u0259 bil \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. S\u0259n dem\u0259, alt\u0131 ay komada qalm\u0131\u015fam. He\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, yan\u0131mda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidirdim, amma g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131b reaksiya verm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki d\u0259rin quyunun i\u00e7ind\u0259n qurtulma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ramm\u0131\u015f kimi, \u00e7abalay\u0131rd\u0131m”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt\u0131 aydan sonra Bak\u0131dak\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanalardan birind\u0259 \u0130man ki\u015finin oyanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259l\u0259rin effekt verm\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u0259n h\u0259kiml\u0259r, onu d\u0259fn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259xanada yuyub F\u00fczuliy\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259ribl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hadis\u0259nin maraql\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fi m\u0259hz bundan sonra ba\u015flay\u0131b:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“Yolda he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim olmay\u0131b, bir q\u0259fil hiss etdim ki, t\u0259bii ehtiyac\u0131m yaran\u0131b, el\u0259 onda da ay\u0131ld\u0131m. T\u0259cili yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda idim, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7d\u0131lar, sanki yer-g\u00f6y ba\u015f\u0131ma h\u0259rl\u0259nirdi. Oyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, m\u0259ni yenid\u0259n Bak\u0131ya qaytard\u0131lar, m\u00fcalic\u0259 ald\u0131m v\u0259 sa\u011fald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
1-2 ay dan\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259dim, yaln\u0131z \u0259l-qol h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri il\u0259 ist\u0259kl\u0259rimi izah ed\u0259 bilirdim. \u00dcr\u0259yim \u00e7ox sa\u011flam idi. El\u0259 komadan ay\u0131lma\u011f\u0131ma s\u0259b\u0259b d\u0259 m\u0259hz \u00fcr\u0259yimin g\u00fcc\u00fc oldu. \u018fsas problemim ba\u015f\u0131mda idi. Beynim\u0259 qan s\u0131zm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 dey\u0259, komaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. H\u0259kiml\u0259r m\u0259n ay\u0131landan sonra ba\u015f\u0131mdan 30 \u015fpris\u0259 yax\u0131n qan \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130man ki\u015fi ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n hadis\u0259nin f\u0259sadlar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“M\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, ev\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m bax\u0131r. \u00d6vladlar\u0131m\u0131z da yoxdur. \u018fvv\u0259l qoyunlar\u0131m\u0131z var idi, x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7oban idim. X\u0259st\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 satd\u0131q, ma\u015f\u0131n ald\u0131m, yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 qoydum. \u0130ndi h\u0259m e\u015fitm\u0259yim, h\u0259m d\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131m z\u0259ifl\u0259yib. Beynim m\u0259ni idar\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir, ba\u015f\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, heyim olmur. N\u0259 etm\u0259k olar, h\u0259r k\u0259sin ba\u015f\u0131na bir c\u00fcr i\u015f g\u0259lir, q\u0259bul etm\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u00e7ar\u0259m yoxdur”.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
“Alt\u0131 ay komada qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, d\u0259fn\u0259 apar\u0131landa is\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bil\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldim. O anda h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm”. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri bizim.media-ya 65 ya\u015fl\u0131 F\u00fczuli sakini \u0130man \u018fbd\u00fcl o\u011flu H\u00fcmb\u0259tov bildirib. \u00d6l\u00fcb-diril\u0259n h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259timiz \u0130man H\u00fcmb\u0259tov ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri bel\u0259 n\u0259ql edir: “El\u0259 bil \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. S\u0259n dem\u0259, alt\u0131 ay komada qalm\u0131\u015fam. He\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, yan\u0131mda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12344,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12343","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-maraqli","category-olke"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12343","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12343"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12343\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12386,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12343\/revisions\/12386"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12344"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12343"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12343"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12343"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}