Bu m\u0259ktubu yazmaqda m\u0259qs\u0259dim sizin d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc a\u00e7maqd\u0131r. Sevib ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fam, daha do\u011frusu ail\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259limiz sevgi \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qurulub. Amma bir g\u00fcn hiss etdim ki, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edir. Ara\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131m, varli bir evli qad\u0131nla \u0259laq\u0259si oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0259ktubda xan\u0131m qeyd edir ki, , \u00e7ox davalar\u0131m\u0131z oldu, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz uzand\u0131 ill\u0259rl\u0259. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt boynuna almad\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyini. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00fcbutlar tap\u0131rd\u0131m…Yen\u0259 d\u0259 ancaq m\u0259ni sevdiyini deyirdi…Bir g\u00fcn ma\u011fazaya ged\u0259nd\u0259 bahal\u0131 bir ma\u015f\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131mda dayand\u0131, orta ya\u015fli bir ki\u015fi m\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif komplimentl\u0259r deyirdi…\u00c7ox qorxdum…Amma bu ki\u015fi h\u0259r g\u00fcn bizim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lirdi..Bir g\u00fcn h\u0259tta qap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bel\u0259 d\u00f6yd\u00fc, m\u0259n onunla dani\u015fmasam getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini dedi.Yalvard\u0131m ki, g\u00f6r\u0259n olar getsin, hara des\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, dani\u015far\u0131q. Bir kafed\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, \u00e7ox m\u0259d\u0259ni biri idi, m\u0259ni ilk g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi vuruldu\u011funu, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc dedi….Bel\u0259likl\u0259, m\u0259nim na\u011f\u0131l kimi g\u00fcnl\u0259rim ba\u015flad\u0131. M\u0259ni bahal\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 bo\u011furdu, sevgi dolu romantik m\u0259ktublar, mesajlar yaz\u0131rd\u0131…Dani\u015fsam da ,onunla yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bul etmirdim. Amma art\u0131q hissl\u0259rim d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, sevirdim onu, ax\u0131r ki, onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131q verdim. M\u0259ni bir ev\u0259 apard\u0131…El\u0259 buradaca m\u0259nim na\u011f\u0131lim bitdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc, yolda\u015f\u0131m qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131…D\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldim, o idi…N\u0259f\u0259s ala bilmirdim, sanki \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259kdim…Ka\u015f ki, \u00f6l\u0259ydim…Bundan bel\u0259sini he\u00e7 ya\u015famayayd\u0131m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Amma “o” he\u00e7 m\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 baxmad\u0131.Yolda\u015f\u0131ma baxd\u0131m o bu adam\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, tutulmu\u015fdu, dili topuq \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. Bir anda anlad\u0131m bu adam onun g\u0259zdiyi qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ri Imi\u015f…Art\u0131q qulaqlar\u0131m u\u011fulduyurdu, divara s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015fdim ki y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131y\u0131m…Onun dediyi bu c\u00fcml\u0259 dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 beynimd\u0259: “S\u0259nin etdiyini, m\u0259n d\u0259 etdim.” Bir disk verib c\u0131x\u0131b getdi. Disk 10 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr evd\u0259dir, He\u00e7 kim qorxusundan ona \u0259l vurmur, yolda\u015f\u0131mla dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r\u0131q, bir -birimzin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bel\u0259 baxm\u0131r\u0131q. Ikimiz d\u0259 ruh kimi dolan\u0131r\u0131q…Ax\u0131r\u0131 n\u0259 olacaq, bilmir\u0259m. N\u0259 vaxta kimi biz bel\u0259 ya\u015fayacay\u0131q? Bel\u0259 ya\u015famaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcnm\u00fc? B\u0259s g\u00fcnah kimd\u0259dir? Cavab tapa bilmir\u0259m bu suallara. Birc\u0259 \u0259lac\u0131m var, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k. \u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n iyr\u0259nir\u0259m, h\u0259yat\u0131mdan iyr\u0259nir\u0259m. Bir x\u0259yan\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259 adam\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hv etdi. \/ Mir.az<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bu m\u0259ktubu yazmaqda m\u0259qs\u0259dim sizin d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc a\u00e7maqd\u0131r. Sevib ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fam, daha do\u011frusu ail\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259limiz sevgi \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qurulub. Amma bir g\u00fcn hiss etdim ki, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edir. Ara\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131m, varli bir evli qad\u0131nla \u0259laq\u0259si oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259ndim. M\u0259ktubda xan\u0131m qeyd edir ki, , \u00e7ox davalar\u0131m\u0131z oldu, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz uzand\u0131 ill\u0259rl\u0259. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt boynuna almad\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":11021,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11020","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-maqazin"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11020","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11020"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11020\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11022,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11020\/revisions\/11022"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/11021"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11020"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11020"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/millitv.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11020"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}